Short Story: Reminds Me of Lu [SeBaek] {ON-GOING}

Remind Me 10

This happened nung aalis si Luhan papuntang China kasama yung parents niya para bisitahin yung lolo niya. Ugh. So I hope this will help you understand this chapter. ㅇㅅㅇ Its just that Baek is narrating this chapter kaya ganon. Binanggit niyang 18 na siya.

Please understand me. My thoughts were scrambled, jumbled and unorganized. Bare with me. Suffer with me. I love you all. Haha.

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~Byun Baekhyun's POV~

Too much happiness can kill me.

To much sadness can also kill me.

That was me 1 year ago.

When I was suffering.

1 year ago...

When I was years 17 years old my parents died. And now I'm already 18 years old.

When they died I got depressed. So depressed that my relatives have to take me to a doctor for a check up.

The doctor said if I continue being depressed then there'll be a chance I'll develope and have a heart disease.

Yes, I was afraid. Because as much as I wanted to die, I wanna live.

But then I continue being like that. I like being alone. Being lonely. And facing all of my problems all alone.

My relatives been telling me to move on. But then I didn't listen. It's like my whole world crashed when they died.

They died because of a plane crash. A plane heading to China.

Then just a couple of months after the doctor told me theres a chance I'll develop a heart disease, I can feel my chest tightening when I'm sad as fvck.

Well, I'm always sad. I thought that was okay. But then, its not.

Few weeks have passed. Its been like that since then. So I decided to go on a check up.

And the day I'm so afraid to come, has come.

I got diagnosed of having a chronic heart disease. The doctor said; too much happiness and too much sadness can kill me.

I'm depressed for the past year that I don't even try to look at myself at the mirror and see if I'm still okay.

In spite of my condition, I'm still depressed and got depressed even more because of my condition. Yes. I don't want to think too much but I'm just a human that do wrong things occasionally.

One day because of depression I felt my chest tightening. I cant look for my medicine. Its so hard for me to see everything because my vision got blurry as times goes by. Before everything went black I heard Taehyung's voice but I can't even move a single fiber of my body.

I woke up laying on a hospital bed everything was white. I put my hands over my chest to check if I'm still alive. I'm so glad that I was.

I saw Taehyung beside me. So I move my hands to call his attention.

"Taehyung-ah.." I called.

"Baekhyun-hyung! Thank goodness! You're awake! You've been sleeping for 48 hours now! Don't dare to stress yourself again! I'm so worried!" He said. I smiled at him. Showing off my eyesmile and he did the same.

Taehyung's mother came in the room looking at me. I can see she was relieved that I'm already awake. Well, thank goodness my heart is strong. Pfft.

"Baekhyun-ah.. I'm going to tell you something," Auntie said. "What it is, auntie?" I asked. She let out a deep sigh.

"You'll stay here. At the hospital."

"What? Why? I feel okay now. I'm sure we can go home!" I said.

She shook her head then look at my eyes. "Baekhyun, you need a heart transplant." She said.

I was shocked. I didn't know It'll go this far. Before I even realized, my tears were falling.

I'll stay here? Heart transplant?! What the hell! What if nobody donates their heart? I'll die here?! There's no way I'm going to die inside this hospital!

Taehyung hug me tight. As if he knows how it feels to have a heart trasplant. He keeps on saying comforting words.

I know it takes time to have a donor. But damn. Please. I wanna live. I still want to fix myself.

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"HAPPY NEW YEAR!" They shouted. I smiled at them. I'm happy but I can't laugh because I know I'll get worst.

They celebrated New Year in the hospital because of me. To my surprise I see Chanyeol.

"Baekkie," He called me. I smiled at him. He doesn't even change. He's still a derp. He still got those big ears.

"Yeollie.." I said then smile. He's my bestfriend. My shoulder to cry on. We're partners in crime. I missed him.

He hug me. "I missed you, Baekkie. Don't do that ever again," I nodded as an answer.

"Pf course Mr. Park Yodayeol. Hahah!" I laugh a bit. Its not a bad thing right?

"What?! Yoda?! Baekhyunnie! You're calling me that again! How could you say that to your handsome bestfriend?" I pretended that I'm about to puke when he said that.

"Am I late?" We heard someone said. Its Sandara. Yeol's love interest.

Chanyeol smiled widely. He then go to Sandara and held her hand and go near me.

"Baekkie! After 1 long year! Finally! We're together." He said. I agape my mouth and prevented myself to shout!

"Ohmyghas! Finally Yeodaman! You got a girl! Congratulations!" I exclaimed and punch him lightly on his shoulder.

"Baekkie~ finally you'll be having your transplant!" Auntie exclaimed as she hug me. I'm forever thankful to that person. I owe him my life.

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Ngayon nandito ako sa simenteryobpara dalawin ang taong kinauutangan ng buhay ko. Si Lu Han. Tatanawin kong utang na loob ang pagbibigay niya sa akin ng pangalawang buhay at dahil di sa 'yo nakilala ko si Yoona. Salmat Lu Han. Salamat.

Iniwan ko sa puntod niya ang sariwang bulaklak na binili ko. At tumayo na. Tumakbo ako dahil baka maabutan ako nila Yoona. Naikwento kasi sakin ni Yoonabes na ito daw si Luhan ang mahal na mahal ni Sehun.

Sa pagmamadali ko may nabangga akong lalaki pero di na ako nag-abala pang tingnan siya.

Puso lang ni Luhan ang meron ako. Pero hinding hindi ako magiging si Luhan. At hinding hindi ko makukuha ang pagmamahal ni Sehun.