Some of you might not like where the story is heading but I'm sticking with plan. I actually don't like this chapter because it sucks., anyway try to enjoy maybe? It's kinda short and I'm not sure if I should continue writing this fanfic. (:
Chapter six.
Elena's POV
It's been only four weeks since Stefan left. I was neglected by Stefan the first two weeks. Apparently, he still wasn't in the mood to talk to me. I guess he's still hurt from the whole incident. I already made a decision of how I feel and what I want. I want Stefan. I love Stefan. I have always loved him. He was my first real love so why would the feelings I have for him changed? It will never changed! I made a huge mistake wen I broke up with him for the first time.
{FLASHBACK]
Dear diary,
I feel bad for what happened between me and Damon. Stefan went to this trip to Florida to meet up with her friend Lexi. He insisted me to go but I refused to, because it should be him and his best friend only. I shouldn't be the third wheel there. He went for about two weeks. We occasionally talked to each other on the phone, face time each other. But still, I felt lonely.
One day when I was at the boarding house, I went up to Stefan's room and just lay there on his bed. You must be wondering why I was in his room. I was there because I wanted to feel close to him.
Damon walked in and he saw me laying on Stefan's bed. He asked me why and I told him that I missed Stefan. He stayed there with me and we just talked. For hours. We talked about our hobbies, our likes and dislikes.
This became a routine. Every time I go to the boarding house, Damon would be there to talk with me. He may not be the best listener but he put his effort in it and listened to me.
One time, we were both drinking, we got really drunk. Damon told me he have a crush on me, I didn't know what to say. Then the next second, he just leaned in and kissed me. The worse thing is, I didn't pulled away instantly! I even kissed him back! We made out. I felt ashamed and I didn't even tell Stefan about it.
I think I should end things between me and Stefan today. I don't want to torture him or toy him around like a puppet. He should be with a girl that loves him the most and a girl that won't cheat on him.
xo Elena
Stefan and I are sitting in his room. We just finished watching a movie in the living room. Stefan brought me back to his room. He and I are now cuddling together. My head is laying on his chest and he's stroking my hair then hes caressing me.
"Hey what's wrong? Is something bothering you?" he brows furrowed.
"Yes. Something is bothering me and I don't know how to bring this up"
"Lena, you know you can talk to me about anything" I love it when he calls me Lena. He's the only person that calls me that.
"Gosh it's hard" I sat up properly. "Stefan, I think we should take a break. I mean I think we should break up" wow that was straight forward.
He looked at me, progressing on what's happening "What do you mean you want to take a break?"
"I mean I'm breaking up with you"
"Why? Did I do something wrong that makes you want to break up with me?" he asked with those puppy dog eyes.
"No. It's not about you. It's about me. I'm the one who messed things up! You're not the one to blame for. I haven't told you any of this but I kissed Damon"
