My Love,Where Are You?

I Will Get You Back, My Love

Jackson's P.O.V.

I hope Jez knows what she was talking about. I went up to the door and knocked. Deep breath in, deep breath out. The door opened to Josh.

"Hey, Josh are your dads home?"

          "Yeah, follow me."

We walk through the huge living room and kitchen to the outside porch. I didn't see Alyssa living here, it was to big. She loved small warm and cuddly feel. The outside was the only place I could see her being at. It was open and green, a bigger size than our meadow.

I saw Jake and Aaron and started toward them but Josh stopped me.

            "Get her back and good luck."

"I will try, Josh and thank you I'm going to need all the luck I can get." 

I walked to what felt like my death.

"Aaron, Jake." 

          "Hey, Jackson," Jake said with nod of the head.

                "Jackson," Aaron said with more of a bite to his voice.   

"Can I sit down and talk to you guy's, please?"

              "Sure," They both said.

"Okay, I know you don't like me and for good reason's, I was a jerk and a scum bag to you both. But I do really care about and love Alyssa. Can I tell you a story?"

                "Go ahead," They both said together again.

"So, I was in Greece, at the market, when I saw a beautiful, kind, caring, happy woman working at a shop no one cared about. So I bought a necklace from her and started to woo her and we fell in love deeply. One night a slayer came and killed her because she carried my kid, and let me live while he done cruel things to her. Ever since then I have been cold hearted."

                 "Why did you tell us this," Aaron asked.

"That woman was Alyssa. She's came and gone a lot through out time and find's me every time. She has come as a women and as a man even, fate like's curve ball's, because every time I lost her. Weather it's from old age or a killing or a illness. The last time we made a deal with a witch to make her next life allow us to be together but fate didn't like that so it made me a, well, an ass. Not that it makes my action's fair and just. I want you to allow us to be together peacefully with all of you, please?"

They both looked at each other and then me.

                        "If you can get her then yes we can. I'm sorry that I judged you without knowing your story," Aaron said.

"You didn't know and that story isn't something I tell people. Only me, you, Jake, Alyssa, Jez, Sev, and Alyssa know it."

                           "I'm still sorry know go get our girl."

I drove to the house and prayed that she could take me back. I knocked on the door and waited. Alyssa opened the door and had a shocked face on. She had a round stomach, did that happen over night? She was still tan and beautiful but she was cold and hard, like I was. Her eye's shown her confusion. She was happy but sad; proud but disappointed; loving but cold. The one thing I cared about was the hope that was there.

"Hi, Alyssa." I said knowing if I used Aly-cat I was dead. Our passed life's taught me that if she was mad at me no pet names were allowed.

           "Jackson," She said so softly, "Why are you here?"