My Love,Where Are You?

Alyssa's P.O.V (Months before the text)

Dad was numb after the fight but at least he told me that Jackson was missing. Dad tried to run the pack but it wasn't working. 

"Dad?"

              "What?" I hated his voice, cold and distant. 

"I'm taking over the pack," I stated calmly.

                "Thank you," I actually heard something in his voice. 

"I hope the pack will take me seriously."

                 "Why wouldn't they?"

"Because I'm pregnant."

                  "That won't stop you and we both know it."

That was the end of that conversation. Dad was right the pack did allow me to lead them and things were going good. Jez and Sev's lives where going well also.

                    "Alyssa, I'm pregnant!"

"I can tell you are glowing. Have you told Sev?"

                      "No, I haven't. I don't know how to tell him."

"Just tell him, now."

                      "Okay," she pulled out her phone and called him, "Hey, Sev are you sitting down and not driving?"

                               "Yes, but I'm driving. Why what's wrong?"

                      "Pull over and nothing is wrong."

                                "Okay. I'm pulled over now tell me what's going on."    

                       "I'm pregnant!" 

                                  "I'M GOING TO BE A FATHER! YES! JEZ I'M SO HAPPY!"

                       "I can tell."

                                   "Okay, I"m coming right home-"

                       "Actually, I'm at the pack house with Alyssa."

                                    "Okay. I will see you there then. I'm grabbing some of our clothes from home. It's late and I don't like the thought of you driving at night."

                       "Okay, bye," they said their 'I love you's' and hung up, "Thank you."

"No need to thank me."

The day's come and go with no new information. Dad's father came and I didn't care for him being here.

"You need to leave."

                "This pack was just attacked, you need a experienced alpha to lead. Not a pregnant nineteen year old Luna with no mate."

"I have a mate, but he has been taken. I also know for a fact that you are not welcomed in this pack and that you are breaking the agreement between you and your son. Also me being pregnant doesn't stop me from being a alpha."

                          "Prove it." So, I kicked him in the manhood and handcuffed him.

"Is that proof?"

                           "Yes."

"Good, now I want you off my land and away from my pack."

                            "Okay, but I need help out."

"I thought you were a strong, experienced alpha," I said, "Logan, please come and get this piece of crap off my land."

Then there was Hank. He was always around and it was bugging me.

"Go away and stop following me," I said in my alpha voice. 

He smiled smugly at me and left. A minute later my water broke. It was hard to give birth without Jackson. I put his name on the birth certificate. Even if he was gone he was still their father. Yep I had twin's again, Jackson Jr. and Ricky. 

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About two months after the twin's where born I was starting to feel depressed. Unlike my dad I didn't just lose my mate, I lost both of my fathers and my mate. I would sit outside after the kids were asleep and think about anything and everything. Tonight was worse because I had to put asleep not two but four crying kids on my own. I felt bad telling kids that daddy was missing and we couldn't find him. I sighed.

            "Hard isn't it?"

"Yes, it is. I thought I was hurt when he left me but this is ten times worse."

             "You are holding up better than me though."

"I have lost a lot of people. My grandparent's when I was five. My parents when I was ten. Of course I also had him leave but he came back, I thought he wasn't going to leave again."

               "At least you know it wasn't his idea to leave this time. Or that he was expecting something like this to happen.

"True." We were quite for a while, just looking at the moon.

"My Love, where are you," we asked at the same time. Three minute's later we got a text telling us where. It took seven months but we had our love ones location and knew they were safe, for now.