chapter 2

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*Nina Lidia's mom in media


SORRY FOR AND MISTAKES!!!!!!!

I woke up in the hospital, not know what was going on. I saw my mom sitting on the chair next to my bed. I tried to call out to her but it seems like no words would come out. My throat hurt so bad it felt like it was on fire every time I try to say something. it feels like I have a knot in my throat. there's also a whit cast on my left let

"Nina she's waking up"
I turned to see who that was and it all came back to me, all the punching, dragging. After all he did to me he had the nerve to be standing at the foot of my hospital bed smirking.
"Ummmmmm" was all I could get out
"No no no don't try to talk sweetie the doctor said your voice box is sore" my mom said rubbing my face " I was so worried about you, I though you would have never made it thank god your step father walked out the time he did or els that girl would had kill you" she managed to get out crying at the same time.

Yet again this man have succeeded in covering up his action. I couldn't even stand to look at him right now. I turned my face towards the wall and as much as it hurt I covered my face with the blanket that covered me from the stomach down, and cried. I can't believe this is my life. I know I'm never suppose to question God but I just have one question, "why". Why am I being treated this way, why am I a slave in my own house, why am I being punished, what have I done so bad that God has turned his back on me complete, why are my prayers not being answered, why am I still alive. I laid there crying my eyes out silently I know there is a reason for everything but what is the reason for my pains and suffering.

All of a sudden my blanket is yanked from my face and there they stood. I was so deep into my thoughts I didn't even realize my mom had left the room. Fear took over completely

"Listen up you little whore if you tell your mom the truth about any of this I will make sure you know what hell feels like on earth" he said with pure hate in his eyes

" I already bought the gasoline" Rico whispered "and hurry up and get out this hospital I haven't had sex in a weeks" he slid his hands up my hospital gown. I was too sore to move. So he did as he pleased. God I wish a doctor or my nurse or even my mom could walk in right this moment

"Come on son I'm hungry"
"Don't act like you don't miss me all up in you, don't worry daddy's waiting for you when you get home" Rico said sliding his hand out my underwear. They walked out leaving me with a room full of silence. This can not be my life. I thought As more tears streamed down my face until I drifted into a deep sleep, dreaming of nothing more than freedom.
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I've been in the hospital for two weeks now I wish I could stay forever. Here I'm not pushed around or forced against my will. Since the day Richard and his son left they haven't been back here, even more reasons I want to stay here forever. I still couldn't talk completely but I could get small words out like "yes" "no" "please " thank you".  My mom just got back from work so It was just she and I in the room when the doctor came in with a smile on his face. Which worried me because that could mean one thing he's about to discharge me. He greeted my mom and asked me how I was feeling, I smiled and took a sip of my juice. He took my vitals checked my bandages before turning to talk to my mom

"So Mrs.  Thomason we ran some text on your daughter and one of those same test was a pregnancy test and she is 3 months pregnant."  He said giving me a smile. 

I forgot completely about that I was so worried about myself I forgot a whole human being is growing in me and it was the reason I'm at the hospital in the first place. I took a ship from my empty juice box and acted like I didn't hear what they were talking about

"She's  what, what do you mean pregnant, three months WHAT she don't even have a boyfriend " my mom yelled staring at me the whole time. 

"I will give you two some privacy" he said gathering his stuff and leaving 

Thank god I don't have a voice to speak right now, I guess everything do happen for a reason.



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