Broken, Bruised and Scared {COMPLETE}

Another Day Another Nickle

(A/N: Yes I did just steal a Spongebob quote XD)

 "SCARLETT! Get your lazy fat ass down here now!" My step-father yelled from downstairs.

I sprang out of my bed. What time is it?! I looked at my phone and it read 5:30. Shit! I was suppossed to be up an hour ago to make dad breakfast and get his clothes out and set his bath up! Shit shit shit! I fast walked down the stairs and stood in front of my step-father. I opened my mouth to apologize but I got smacked in the face hard. I closed my mouth and held back the tears.

"What the fuck?! You were suppossed to be up at 4:30 and what time is it?! 5:30! You know what I have to do now right?!" He all but yelled and I stepped back.

"You are going to get it when you come home! Now go make my breakfast!" He yelled and I hurried into the kitchen.

I made eggs and bacon with some buttered toast, his favorite. I put it on the plate and set it on the table next to him. He was waiting for me. He started eating and then he looked at me.

"Well what are you doing?! Go fix my bath and clothes!" He said and I hurried into the bathroom.

I filled the bath water half-way and set the soap out so he could eaisly grab it. I went to his dresser and picked out some clothes and went into the bathroom and set them on the counter. He came in just as I finished setting the clothes down.

"Good. Your worthless ass managed to get it all done." He said and walked over to me.

"Now go get dressed for school!" He said.

 I hurried into my room and got dressed. I put on my black converse, My black skinny jeans that were ripped by the knee and a black long sleeved shirt. I grabbed my Black Veil Brides backpack and put it on. I went downstairs and he was waiting.  quickly left and I quickly walked across the street, our house was across the street from the school. I walked in and Kayla walked in front of me, blocking my path.

"What's up scarface?" She asked while smirking and I shook my head.

"Give me your money." She demanded and I shook my head.

"I said give me your goddamn money!" she said.

She shoved me hard into a wall and I gasped. My money fell out of my bag and Kayla picked it up, smiled and put it in her pocket.

"Aw how sweet, you didn't have to!" She said and walked off.

I Got up and walked to my science class. I set my bag down and zoned out. I have loke a 100 in this class so I am allowed to zone out. Before I knew it the bell rang to go to lunch. I headed toaward the cafeteria, but, instead of going in I sat down at a table outside. I looked down and decided I would write a song. Writing songs helps me express my emotions, but, I mostly write sad songs. I took out my Song Journal and started to write. (A/N: This song is written by Jamestown Story and I did not actually write this. I just wanted to clear that up before anything bad happened.)

'Time has run out, for me. 

Everything's distant and I don't know what to believe. 
It's so hard, lost in the world confusion. 
And I need to leave, for a while. 
Life is so meaningless, there is nothing worth a smile. 
So goodbye, I'll miss you. 

And I'm sorry, but this is my fate. 
Everything is worthless, no one who wants me to stay. 
And I'm sorry, but I've waited too long. 
So here's my goodbye, no one will cry over me. 
I'm not worth any tears.

It's been the years, of abuse. 
Neglected to treat the disorder, 
That controls my youth, for so long. 
I'm in a fleshy tomb, buried up above the ground. 
It's no use, why should I hold on? 
It's been five years, don't need one more. 
So goodbye, life's abuse.'