Chapter Fourteen: What Am I Supposed To Do?

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Erica: um.. I Got A Question

Cyn: Okay You Just Did But Ask Away * Sitting On The Island*

Erica: * talking Fast* doyoulike femalesorbatfortheotherteam * she said all in one breath *

Cyn: What? Repeat But Slower Erica

Erica: Do You Like ........Females Or Bat For The Um..... Other Team? Out Of Curiosity Though

Cyn: Um I Don't Think So.. I Mean I've Always Been Attractive To Guys But That Doesn't Mean I Have No Issue With Them. I Was Just Raised That It Wasn't Right So I Never Saw Woman That Way* Shrugs Her Shoulders *

Damn I Knew This Shit Will Have. Why Would God Give Me Dreams About Female That's Straight As Pole?

Cyn: Yo Erica You're Doing It Again * snapping Her Fingers In Face*

Erica: * Stepping To Realty * Oh My Bad

Cyn: It Is Alright At least You Didn't Freeze On Me This Time * She Giggled*

Damn And Men Be Saying Dykes Be Taking Fine Ass Girls. Niggas Are The One The Hold Them Back And Then We Get Them. I Look At Her And Notice King Is Waking Up Calling For Me.

King: Mama * Reaching For Me*

Cyn: Awww He's The Cutest Guy Ever * Handing Him Over To Me*

Erica: * Getting Him* Yeah He Is * Smelling His Diaper * And Needs A Change. Ill Be Back * Heading Upstairs *

I Go Upstairs To Change Chubby But Also To Get Away From Her. Now I Can't Tell Her Shit Cause There's Rejection And Humiliation. My Heart Can't Take That. I Guess My Son Sensed My Sadness Cause He Looks Like Little Eiken With That Damn Stink Eye He Be Doing On Purpose.

Erica: Mama Is Okay Buddy Just A Little Sad Because There's A Beautiful Lady Mommy Really Likes But Can't Have. Mommy Almost Told Her About The Dreams But You Don't Want Mama Going Crazy? * laughing *

King: Mama * Smiling As He Put His Hand Over My Heart *

Erica: * putting My Hand Over His* Yeah Chubby But One Day Mama Will Find Someone Who Will Love Me And You Okay * kissed his forehead *

King: Wub Woo ( love you) * Placing Hand on My cheek*

OMG He Said It! Finally Said It! I Started Crying Then He Was About To Start . I Forgot He's Sensitive.

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Cyn's point of view

Is It Just Me Or Erica Feeling Something. She's A Difficult Person To Understand. I Think I've Seen All The 7 Dwrfs In Her . Hell Happy, Sad, grumpy, Dopey And Etc. You Get My Damn Flow Lol. Then She Asked Me Do I Like Females. I Was Just Being Honest Then She Zoned Out Again And Chewed Her Lip. She Looked Disappointed And Sad So I Think She Used King As An Excuse. But I Might Be Wrong. She Taking A Long Time Though So I Sat In The Living Room. I Hear Her Through The Baby Monitor.

Erica: Mama Is Okay Buddy Just A Little Sad Because There's A Beautiful Lady Mommy Really Likes But Can't Have. Mommy Almost Told Her About The Dreams But You Don't Want Mama Going Crazy?

King: Mama

Erica: Yeah Chubby But One Day Mama Will Find Someone Who Will Love Me And You Okay

King: Wub Woo ( love you)

And I Hear Her Sniffling. OMG I Didn't Mean To Hurt Her. I Didn't Even Know And Girl Of Her Dreams? I Literally Don't Know What To Do. What Will Happen? Will We Be Friends Or Become Friends?

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