Love At All Cost

Chapter Twenty-Four: Keeping It Cute

Cyn Point Of View

Erica: * looking away* Sooo I Don't Know Her Cyn. I'm Not Doubting Your Judgement. I'm Just Being A Mother.

Cyn: Erica Please Ill Get On My Knee's To Get Him

Erica: No Babe And I Will Be Gone For A Week. You Have School And Work. No Is No Cyn. Now I Gotta Go Ill Be Back Later * Pecked my Lips*

Cyn: Bitch * Acting Like A Child *

Erica: Who's The Big Baby Now

Ugh Why She Gotta Be Like That? I Mean I Watched Him Overnight Before. I Can Switch Shifts. Ugh I Want King And I Was Gonna Tell Her I'm Off All Week. I Sucks She's Leaving And I Can't Have King.

I Love That Baby Boy Like My Own. I Practically Snatched Him Out Of That That Rachet Bitch Arms. That's My Baby And I Didn't And Still Don't Want Him To Catch Her Whorish Disease. I Don't Want Her Bacteria Nor Germs On Him Either. Only God Knows Where Those Lips And Fingers Been.

Cyn: OH MY GOODNESS I WANT MY SON * Screaming Out Of Frustration *

Oh My Did I Just Say My Son? I Mean Erica's Son. I Just Miss Him.

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Right Now I'm At Lunch With My Beasties Mary And Stella But I'm Still Thinking About Erica And King. I'm Pissed I Couldn't Go To Chipotle But Ill Go Later On Tonight.

I Don't Want Erica To Leave But She Has To Work And Thats Fine. Its Ougly Ass Thots I Gotta An Issue With. I Pulled Up Erica's Name On Google And I Wasn't Pleased With What I Saw. BUT I Know Thats The Erica I Know Or Pray She's Not Really Like That. This Bitch Peso Guy I Might Have To Worry About Too.

I Just Ordered Her Book Underneath It All So I Know What Cause Her Nightmares She Thinks I Don't Know About. I Wouldn't Have If She Didn't Have Her Nails Dig In My Torso From Last Night.

Flashback

I'm Not Hard Sleeper So Of Course I Woke Up At 5 In The Morning With A Little Pain. I Look Down At Erica And She Is Still Sleep And Close To Me But She Is Sweating , Talking, Crying A Little Bit And Sweating. I'm Trying To Wake Her Up But Nothing Isn't Working.

" Babe I'm Sorry Please Don't Make Go Out There PLEASE "

I Straddle Her As She Fights Me. Like What The Fuck!She Is Kong Fu Panding Me In Her Sleep.

" I Won't Please Baby For King He's Your Lil Man And I'm Your Woman"

Her Breathing Is Getting Hitchy. This Is What We Not Gon Do. I Rushed To Get A Damp Rag And Place It On Her Forehead. I Craddle Her In My Arms

Cyn: Shhh Match My Breathing Baby * Tearing Up A Little * Relax * rubbing Her Back*

She Stopped After A While And Was Sleeping Peacefully Again

Flash Back Over

I Didn't Say Anything Cause I Didn't Know How. She Was Normal This Morning Like Nothing Happened. But Besides That I Love The Fact That We Told Each Other How We Felt And I Got My Kiss. I Didn't Get A Proper One When She Left Me Hanging.

Mary/Stella: CYNTHIA

Cyn: OMG What

Mary: You Zoned Out On Us