Supernatural One Shots and Short Stories

Sam: Imagine Asking Dean How Sam's Holding Up After Your Breakup

You knock on the door of the bunker hoping someone will answer, it had been almost a month after you and Sam got into the fight about that last demon hunt you went on by yourself and about got killed, you can hunt on your own heck you did for years before you ran into Sam but either way Sam didn't think you should hunt on your own so as always you two got in a fight but this time it was different, you ran to your room and grabbed you bag then walked to the door with Sam hot on your trail he kept saying "y/n please just stop okay we-we can work this out like we always do just don't go" you turned and looked at Sam one last time "I am sorry Sam but it's over" then you walked out the door before he could say anything else just leaving him standing alone. You had to admit that was one of the hardest things you have had to do in all your years of hunting but you had to for your own good and Sam's too...so you thought.

Bobby sent you over here after he got a call from Dean, after you asked him a few times what Dean said he finally replied  "just do us both a favor and go see the boys" so here you are it was spitting snow outside the bunker in Kansas and no one was coming to the door after you drove for hours non stop just to see them. Just as you turned go leave you heard the big metal door unlock and open you turn to find Dean standing in the door way in old blue jeans, biker boots and blue button up shirt. He's hair was messy from what looked like where he went to sleep in the library like he always does, but something was different in he's eyes... They were more tired and lifeless than usual like he had given up...that's never a good sign... Dean watches you for a moment then finally says "what do you want y/n?" You roll your eyes and walk closer to the door but Dean shifts to block you from going in, you look up to him "good to see you too now...are you going to let me in or not?" Dean stands there for a moment "did Bobby send you?" You reply "does the devil burn cold?" Dean nods and moves to let you in, you walk down the hall remembering the night you left as you got right to were Sam was standing when you walked out the door you find a hole in the wall, you look at it and turn to Dean "what the hell happen here?" Dean walked by you saying "oh that? yeah you can blame yourself for that one that was after you left" you look at the wall and then back at Dean "well is he okay did he break his hand?!" Dean walks back in from the kitchen with a bottle of whiskey and pours him a glass, after he takes a sip he looks over to you "well not that it matters to you but yes he broke it in three different places because he hit the other walls to his bedroom and had to get a cast for it but you know that didn't last long because we had to get another after he broke that one off too I finally had to force pain pills down his throat to calm him down but you know who cares"

At that point you had, had enough of his smart mouth as he went to take another sip of his whiskey you walk over and grab the bottle and his glass, he looks at you shocked "hey what the hell!" You put the bottle in your coat jacket and drink down the rest in the glass guessing you will probably need it in this moment. You take a deep breath "you listen to me Winchester I care okay! I care that he is hurting hell I am hurting too! This whole month I have done nothing but sat at Bobby's and cried just ask him! Now get you head out of you ass and start giving a crap about some one else would you?!" Dean just sits there for a moment then finally sighs "okay......"

You sigh and sit down with him placing the bottle back on the table. You look up at him and "now...how is he?" Dean looks up at you with tears in his eyes "I know his hurting..." You look down at your hands "I know he is and I am too" Dean slams his hands on the table making you jump as he stands up so fast that the chair falls to the floor with a bang you look up at Dean to see anger in his eyes, you stand also "DEAN WHAT THE HELL!" Dean looks at you with anger clear on his face "DAY IN AND DAY OUT I WATCH HIM SCREAM AND I WATCH HIM SHOUT!! All because of you! And some days he is just silent and that is worse because I don't know want his thinking in that crazy head of his! I don't know if maybe he is getting ready to blow his brains out I just don't know!!!! And all of this is because of you! You left when he needed you the most hell when I needed you the most you were like a sister to me and you left us!! So you don't know hurt until you watch Sam cry himself to sleep at night and have to wake him up because he is screaming YOUR name in his sleep so don't talk about hurt until you know what we are going through here okay!!!"

You had tears going down your face... You didn't have the heart to tell him that you cry yourself to sleep after drinking a bottle of whiskey every night or the time Bobby had to fight the gun out of your hand because you had put that bullet in it you had played with for days in your hand thinking nothing but wanting the pain to be over. You look at Dean as tears forced their way out  "I-I am sorry" Dean takes a deep breath "sorry doesn't cut it y/n......it just doesn't" you let more tears fall and then get an idea in your head on how to make it stop... For good... You look down at the bottle of whiskey and knew if you broke the bottle just right you could end it all right now so Sam wouldn't feel anymore pain knowing you were out somewhere living your life and you wouldn't have to know he was living his with out you...

You would just be gone yeah Sam would still be upset but it would be easier for him to move on with you gone for good...You eye Dean at which point he must have caught on to what you were about to do because he raised an eyebrow saying "y/n... Don't do it" but you already ran toward the table and grabbed the bottle right as he reached you, you scream as he grabbed you around your waist trying to get the bottle away from you. Finally he gets the bottle out of your hand and throws it across the room to have it smash to pieces against the wall. You sink down to the floor to have Dean following in behind you still holding you just incase you got any other ideas, you cry until you couldn't breath and then some... As you finally got yourself back together you hear a noise like foot steps you look up to find Sam... He had purple rings under his eyes, he was pale like he was sick and had a cast on his left arm... But he was still (your) Sam... He looks around tiredly then back at you... He says with tears in his eyes "y/n?" You sniffle and look at the man that you wanted nothing more than to hug and tell him you were sorry until you were blue in the face. You feel more tears stream down your face as you say "Sam...I am sorry..."
 

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