Chapter 4

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Okay, so. Month one.
I changed my name from Tanya to Thomas. My dream was becoming real.
I had my first 30 injections of testosterone. At the beginning of October, my hairline changed. And facial hair started growing. Slowly, but it did. So I decided to not cut it for at least two weeks. On Sunday 02th October, I went to my dad's new house, it was in the next country, that I actually don't remember. He had a new 18-year-old wife, two kids and 5 billion dollars. My mum got into the house for a moment, to explain my dad the "transgender argument". I heard them fighting. But then my dad signed that fuckin paper and my mum got away.
It was almost lunch time, so I sat down next to the girl, Alicia.
"So you are his new wife eh? You sexy."
"How dare you?! You lil kiddo."
My dad arrived and sat next to her. The lil girl, Annie, looked at me.
"So I have a brother?"
"Yeah, sort of."
My dad spitted out everything. I hate that dawg.
"Why sort of?"
"Because I was born in a girl's body."
After lunch, my dad kept me apart and talked to me.
"Why."
"Why what."
"I need to know why you want to be a boy."
"Nono hey. I don't WANT to be a boy. I AM a boy. And you weren't, aren't and will never be happy for me. Because you never loved me. You left us there like 4 dogs."
"I didn't leave you."
"I feel pretty left."
I got pissed off, so I got up and catched the first train to Ellendale.
"Hey mum, I'm coming home."
I got home and ran to my room. I wanted to cry. But boys don't cry. So I picked up a cigarette and smoked for some minutes to relax. I received a text from a girl, who I realized was in my class.
"Hi Thomas... Listen, I saw you on the train today, and I saw you were pissed off. Why?"
"Listen can we meet? 'Coz we can talk better."
My first date. With a sexy girl. Wow. I was a lucky boy.

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