am I dreaming??

Part 18

He looked at me with sadness in his eyes, he wiped my tears away with his thumb lifting my chin so that I look him in the eyes.

"Michelle... tell me what's wrong, why aren't you happy?" he said the words making my heart hurt so much.

"Harry... I- I lied to you" I said looking down covering my hands over my face. I just couldn't look him in the eyes and say what I need to tell him. I felt weaker sitting down on the couch still crying with every thought of what happened.

"Michelle, just tell me " he said getting impatient, he sat down next to me putting his arms around my shoulders.

I took a deep breath looking at him with glossy eyes, I saw his emotions was blank, he didn't help by that. I took another deep breath before I spoke "Harry... my parents are dead" the tears flowed down my cheeks, I saw how his emotions turned to shock, but then anger.

I saw how his eyes turned a shade darker, he frowned making me loose hope that he would've forgiven me, but I understood that what i had done was unspoken, only a selfish person like me would do such a thing.

I opened my mouth trying to say something, hoping that he will say something, but all he did was stare at me.

He removed his arm from my shoulders standing up, "I think you should go" he said walking up stairs not even looking back at me. I felt my heart get ripped in pieces, I slowly stood up the tears streaming down my face, I opened the door and slammed it behind me. I ran over to my house struggling to get my keys out.

I unlocked the door shutting it close behind me, I locked it running upstairs to my room. I ran in my room diving onto my bed and let it all out.

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I woke up rubbing my eyes, I looked at the clock and saw it was 21:30 I signed realizing I have work in the morning, I felt like Sh*t, I felt like I was punched in the face because of my swollen lips and puffy eyes.

I stretched my arms not feeling very tired. I walked to my closet, taking out a pink box I kept underneath all my other things.

I walked back to my bed switching my lamp on. I took a deep breathe before opening the box.

I took out an album and opened it, I looked at my childhood pictures, there was pictures of me and my mom dancing together, and me and my dad playing catch. I smiled at every picture, I felt the happiness in every picture and not the sadness I'm feeling right now.

I looked at the pictures, one particular picture catching my eye, It was my mom and dad laughing, i remember that picture, I was 13 when a I took it, we were playing games and they were laughing because of all the comments I made about them beating me.

I smiled a tear rolling down my cheek, I took it out to look at it closer when a small piece of paper fell out.

I frowned putting the picture down and unfolding the paper

Dear Michelle...

I wanted to write you this letter because life is short and you never know when something might happen to me or daddy.

My angel, I want to start this letter with just thanking you, thank you dear for being the light in our lives. You made us laugh even when we had a rough day at work, you were always so positive and looked at every situation as an opportunity.

I just want to say that whatever pain you feel now, remember that I'll always be there with you. I love you with my whole heart and I'm sorry that me or your daddy passed away.

Just know that no matter where you are how lonely you feel, I'll always be in your heart.

I'm so proud of you and please do not stop at anything do not let anyone bring you down.

I don't want to end this letter, I want to talk to you but my dear we are strong and we are always going to be together.

One last thing... I want you to look in my jewelry box, if you still have it, there is a small box inside, go and open it... and know I'm always with you.

Love

Mom ♥

I couldn't control the tears now, this is the first time I've ever read this. I quickly put the letter aside and took my mom's jewelry box out of my big pink box

I opened it taking the small box out, I opened it wiping my eyes.

I gasped out loud seeing my mom's wedding ring on a heart necklace. I thought she lost her ring?

I remember the day I told my mom how much I wanted that necklace, but she always said the same thing "maybe some day"

I put my hand over my mouth not believing what I saw, I took the necklace out of the box putting it around my neck. I held the necklace tight in my hand " thank you mom, thank you, i'll never forget you or daddy" I said closing my eyes.

I put the box on the other side of the bed and laid back down on my back. I closed my eyes and slowly drifted of to sleep.

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