am I dreaming??

Part 20

*2 weeks later*

Honestly Lena didn't joke when she said she will call every day. She told me how amazing every single day was and how amazing all of their fans are. I still wasn't over the whole Harry thing because I felt sad but I knew that I couldn't stay like this forever.

It's a Saturday morning and my plans for today is doing absolutely nothing. I laid on my side holding the remote with my one hand my head resting on the other hand.

I scrolled threw the channels but stopped when I saw E!News was on. I smiled, I love it, I almost always watch it but I haven't watched in a while

"Hey guys, looks like Louis Tomlinson found his love match because this girl with the name Lena was spotted out on a date with the 1D member" Jason Kennedy said looking at the camera. A few pictures of Lena and Louis appeared holding hands. I couldn't believe it my smile stretched across my face. I'm so happy for them.

"That's not all guys, seems like another 1D member is longing for love, Harry Styles has been spotted out with more than 2 girls over the past weeks."

I couldn't believe it, so what? He's a player now, he's famous so he can do what he wants?

I felt tears in my eyes, but I tried my best not to cry. I sucked it all in getting frustrated.

I stood up and grabbed my bag, I needed something to drink, something strong.

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I arrived at the bar feeling the urge to just drown, I couldn't describe how I felt right now, it was terrible.

I walked inside and noticed there were a lot more people than I  expected. I walked straight to the bar " Can I get something strong" I asked the lady on the other side of the bar.

" everything is strong sweety,but I know just what you need" she said turning around getting a purple bottle. I'm not the type of person to drink and I haven't been to a bar. I was so caught up with all my studies I didn't get the time to actually go out and have a drink like this. I actually preferred it that way, but I'm here now and I'm going to drink something.

" here you go " the lady said putting a glass in front of me. "Uhmm... thanks" I said not knowing what it is. " It's Vodka dear" she said laughing at me

I gave her a smile and took a sip of it. I scrunched up my nose. It tasted so much different than the things I'm used to, like Starbucks. I giggled at my own comment

"Come here often?" I heard someone say next to me. I looked to my left and saw a man sitting on a chair.

"Well... not really" I said blushing, honestly I wanted to make fun of him for saying 'come here often' it was lame, or I'm just In a very bad mood.

"Yeah I kinda assumed" he said walking towards me.

He stretched his arm out " the name's James" he said smiling

He had light brown hair and a very attractive smile "the name's Michelle" I said smiling at him.

Would you like to go dance Michelle" he asked stepping closer, i felt my heart beat faster.

"Uhmm I don't really dance James" I said blushing but felt a little bad.

"Oh come on Michelle,I can make you forget" it's like he read my mind and knew exactly what to say. I didn't exactly know what he meant by that and I'm not the type to just go around with strange guys but I felt different.

"Mhmm,fine" I said lifting my eyebrows

He smiled satisfied and took my hand leading me to the dance floor.

He twirled me around swaying his body from left to right. I started copying his movements and smiled

"See you're a natural " he said smiling.

One of my favourite songs started to play  Style by Taylor Swift and immediately I started to feel better. I swayed my hips in a more sexy way without even knowing It. I could feel the beat getting the best of me and I started to get lost in the rhythm.

James put his hands on my hips dancing with me. I felt a spark at his touch he made me feel better, or he just knew exactly what to to.

I looked at him getting caught up in his ocean blue eyes.

He leened in I did the same until our noses touched. He moved closer his lips brushing against mine, I pressed my lips against his, our lips moving in sync.

The kiss started to get messy when realization hit me. I pushed him little away removing my lips from his " I can't I'm sorry, I have to go" I ran passed him getting my purse and ran outside. I was shocked at my own actions I can't believe I kissed him like that. I opened the car door and climbed in not wasting any time to drive home.

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