am I dreaming??

Part 21

Me trying to make a text thingy so it looks real Lol... but it's the idea that counts right?

Enjoy this chapter xx

Imma shut up now...

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I can't believe I kissed him like that. I know it's not an excuse to blame the alcohol because I had barely one drink.

I changed into something comfortable and laid on my bed I signed feeling bad. I pretty much hate myself right now and anyone would be hating on me if they knew how bad I messed up. Not just with Harry but with Jake as well...poor guy, all he wanted to do was have some fun and I probably gave him the wrong idea.

I rolled to the side and grabbed my phone and unlocking it. I was surprised to see i have like 5 text messages. I opened the first one and saw it's from an unknown number and read it 'What do you think Lena would like...a bracelet or necklace? -Louis' I smiled at how cute it must be to actually see them together in real life and not just pictures of them holding hands. I quickly replied 'definitely a bracelet' I remember a few months ago Lena told me that she hates wearing necklaces because she's really bad at styling it with the perfect outfit, or something like that. I saved his number

I scrolled a bit down and opened the next text ' hey babes, did you see Louis and I on E!News!!!!!!!♡♡' I smiled and replied with a yes and some x's. I opened the next and saw it was from Lena as well. 'I'm really sorry about Harry, it's... well... th he's not doing so good' I was a little upset by the text. She obviously was talking about all the girls and stuff. I didn't really feel like replying to it so I just deleted it.

I scrolled down and saw it was from an unknown number as well 'hey Michelle... it's me Niall' I smiled and replied ' Aww hey Ni' I used his nickname I gave him that time I was at their house with Lena. I really miss those days.

I opened the next message without looking at the name ' I think we need to talk!!' I was confused and looked at the name. I gasped sitting up straight. It's Harry... well 'Curly because I haven't changed his name on my phone yet and I don't really want to.

'We need to talk!!' I read again. I didn't know how to reply so I just replied with 'Okay...x' I don't wAnt him to think that all I've been doing is thinking of him because he's been busy and probably haven't even thought about me once.

I decided to call it a night and sleep, even tough it was only 9pm.

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Lena' POV (yay)

"Love would you like some coffee?" Louis asked standing with two cups in his hand. I smiled at him and nodded " yes please"

I heard a door open and looked who it was. it was Harry with another girl. This was the second girl this week and honestly he never plans to keep them he's been so depressed and drowned. With everything like the performances and interviews and all the girls he hasn't got a lot of sleep. And don't get me started on eating, I have no idea what's wrong with him, maybe he's still upset about Michelle?

I looked at Louis and then back at the zombie Harry walking into the kitchen " you know l, sleeping around with all these girls won't change anything, you miss Michelle and you wish you handled everything better" Louis said annoyed. They had such a close bond but with Harry being like this they haven't actually talked much. " shut up Louis, you don't know shit!" Harry yelled his temper getting the best of him.

"Hey ! Don't talk to him like that, he's right, you need to stop this nincens and talk it out with Michelle" I said standing up for my Lou. He looked mad and mad Harry isn't someone you would like to be in a conversation with never mind same room.

"You know what Lena, stop being so noisy, I don't like Michelle and I never have and... and I never will" my temper was getting bad as well. Nobody talks like that about someone else specially not my best friend.

"Harry no, your lieng and you know what she liked you too, probably because she talked a lot about you and she smiles every time she sees you or even hears your name. Harry do you wanna know why she lied! Do you! Well because she didn't want your pitty she didn't want you to feel bad for her. She doesn't tell anyone because who on earth wants to 'talk about it' nobody. You have no idea what she went threw, and I'm not lying if I'm saying she would've told you when she thought it was the right time. So you know what go keep going around with girls but I will not hear you say anything bad about her again because technically she didn't lie she just improvised!" I was out of breath and probably very red. I looked at Louis who's mouth hung open. I don't think he ever thought that I can talk like that. I looked over at Harry and raised my eyebrow.

"Whatever" he said walking out of the room.

"Lena... I had no idea, I think if Michelle were here she would be thanked you" Louis said wrapping his arms around me. " thanks love, I just don't like to see Harry this way and I know Michelle feels bad as well" I looked at him and gave him a small peck on the lips " lets go make some coffee" I said trying to let all the tension go away.

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Hey guys.... wow I'm like " what did I just type" haha

But I hoped you liked it and will vote and comment please?

And well all I have to say now Is have an amazing day/night and let your light shine