red love (z.m.)

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"Don't let people treat you like a cigarette, they only use you for pleasure and step on you when they're done. Be like drugs, make them die for you."

The music is blasting through the speakers and my ears hurt. We got to our VIP section and sat on the sofas, Zayn and Harry immediately ordered a drink, but Sky and I were just looking around, getting more comfortable with the atmosphere. Everyone was drunk, bodies swaying in the same rhythm as the song and making out with each other. Typical clubs.

I thought about what should I drink and decided that maybe it's for the best not to drink, maybe I shouldn't solve or forget my problems with alcohol. Bad idea.

Harry was on his third drink, probably taking it slowly and under control because of Sky. Are they even together? I forgot to ask, I was too cut up with myself when I got back. Stupid me, always thinking about myself.

Note to Charlotte; start think about others, especially your best friend.

On the other hand Zayn was being carefree and just finished his fifth drink. God he's so attractive, like everything is attaching me to him, but the strongest thing that is pulling me away from him is his mood swings and rudeness. I can't get over that, like he'll never change, he's so stubborn and careless. Like he doesn't mind at all if someone gets hurt in the process. You can't do that to people.

"Sky?" I yell through the music.

"Yeah?" She looks up from Harry. "Let's dance babe. I missed your dancing." I smirk on the last part and stand up outstretching my arm for her to take it. She had a smile on her face as she remembers her dancing a while ago.

We got to the dance floor. People everywhere, it's too stuffed, I can barely breathe.

Sky was jumping up and down to the sick beat and I was swaying my hips and did something with my hands. We were too hilarious to watch to, we looked like the lunatics but I don't care.

"Let's slow things down a bit guys." DJ yells on the microphone and Adeles song starts. I think it's called "Hello".

It was so beautiful, never did I ever thought that somebody would play this kind of song in a this kind of club. Shocking but still really nice. Everyone started getting into pairs and Sky found Harry who was apparently behind her. I watched them with a smile on my face like I'm a five year old kid who watches Disney. When my eyes flicker right I found myself frozen in time. I looked at him dancing with a stunning girl and that was a pang in my small heart. I just started to move backwards and stopped at the exit. I don't know why I was felling like this, but I just needed to disappear. 

The soft sand beneath me was soothing me as I was watching the stars and listening to the sound of waves. I'm trying to figure out this, this isn't me, I don't fall in love,I don't like  rude boys. Yeah I'm emotional but maybe because of my dad and my whole family getting a part. That's heartbreaking just thinking of it, I know marriage is hard, but cheating? He could've just divorced her and went with that other woman. Not cheating. That's, that's just so low, how can you have a heart to do something like that, to your woman? I know these things happen often, but we're there kids, we learn from them, we look up to them.

"Whats up?" I snap my head up to the sound, startled. Zayn. Is he crazy? "Did I scare you?" He asks, a smirk on his face. I'm not in a mood for this.

"Go away Zayn." I groan, not feeling it.

"Okay, okay. Why'd you go?" He sits beside me, clearly not getting the message I want to be alone.

"I wasn't in the mood. I'm still not." I want to be alone!!!