14. Not showing the inside

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I get that you don't get

the way I react 

I was scared of my feelings

They go so deep


Way deeper than I can see

I don't know how much I love you

I don't know how much I care

But I guess it's more than I ever thought it would be

for anyone


I couldn't feel deep stuff

And now everything connected to you

Is so deep and it's confusing me too


And I try to show them a bit

But you don't really seem to get the hint

And that's okay

But it makes me wanting my way of showing feelings stay


I don't think that I can ever tell someone how I feel

because they don't think it's real 

I'm trying to show how heavy it is

But you can only see a bit of this


I can not show you my whole inside

because I'm scared of you using that dynamite

that will blow up my whole trust 

And my love for you


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