I get that you don't get
the way I react
I was scared of my feelings
They go so deep
Way deeper than I can see
I don't know how much I love you
I don't know how much I care
But I guess it's more than I ever thought it would be
for anyone
I couldn't feel deep stuff
And now everything connected to you
Is so deep and it's confusing me too
And I try to show them a bit
But you don't really seem to get the hint
And that's okay
But it makes me wanting my way of showing feelings stay
I don't think that I can ever tell someone how I feel
because they don't think it's real
I'm trying to show how heavy it is
But you can only see a bit of this
I can not show you my whole inside
because I'm scared of you using that dynamite
that will blow up my whole trust
And my love for you
YOU ARE READING
White
Random[White: Known as the colour of pure snow, the colour of heaven but also the colour of emptiness and endlessness which can lead to loneliness but also to salvation.] My thoughts and words. ® 2016 Puck de Groot. All rights reserved.