A huge amount of fear
Because of what you did
And I don't even hate you
Not even a slightest bitI only hate myself
For everything I shouldn't have done
When I was with you
You forcing me
And me forcing myself tooToo busy proving I was the one
And you using that wrong
And I don't even hate youThis is who Emma is
And being who I really am
That is what I missYou took a bit
A little sparkle
That made my life a little betterBut to you of course that also doesn't matter
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White
Random[White: Known as the colour of pure snow, the colour of heaven but also the colour of emptiness and endlessness which can lead to loneliness but also to salvation.] My thoughts and words. ® 2016 Puck de Groot. All rights reserved.