Reader x Character One Shots.

Zeke part 2

Requested by: Samantha____Lindsey  

(For some reason it wont let me tag you)

It had been two months since being hospitalised for the ghost attack, you see Sam around all the time around the bunker still wondering if it's Sam or Ezekiel. Your words echo through your head "just leave me and the Winchesters alone", "as you wish..." It was the last thing he said before Sam took over again, even now staring at Sam from the other side of the library you're thinking of the SOB in Sam and wondering if Ezekiel really had left.

"Guys we have a case" Dean announces strolling into the room. "Plausible ghost in Arizona"

"_____ nearly died on the last ghost case" Sam stated looking over towards you

"I'm fine Sam, nothing to worry" you weakly smile. "Anyway if you're to worry about me and the last ghost case, I'll worry about you still healing from the trials"

"I've told you guys previously I'm fine, excellent even after the trials" Sam smiles closing the book.

***

Walking onto the site you grasped the door handle only to pull your hand away quickly, ectoplasm coated the other side of it, and now it coated your fingers.

"_______?" You faintly heard dean say before you fumbled slightly backwards.

"_______!" You heard dean yell louder only his lips weren't synced "get her into the car Sam"

Your vision darkened to black, you could feel Sam's arms around you, your throat started to dry, you began to find it hard to breathe. "______?" Sam worrying voice reaches your ear.... Or was it Ezekiel? You can't tell. "I can't lose you, not again"

That's when your head throbbed, the sound of wood splintering bounced around your head, a shaky vision of Sam and Dean standing behind the busted door, and Sam running towards you.

The poltergeist of the last mission killing you, grasping your throat and strangling the life out of you. "No!" Sam yells as he swings iron through him.

"______? _____? don't leave me" he whimpers pouring a circle of salt around me. "Please, I can't, I can't, save you and Sam, I don't, I don't have enough grace, I'm not, I'm not strong enough. Just, please. Please don't leave me"

***

"_____?" You heard again "_____?" You open your eyes to see that you're still in the impala, and Sam's face staring down at you. Somehow it made you feel strange, not Sam, but Ezekiel. He saved you, he cared about you, and now, now when you think you might care for him back, he is on vacation to the back of Sammy's skull.

"______? My god, you're awake" Sam aspirated

"Zeke?" You mumbled before blacking out again.

****

You awaken in your bed, dragging your feet out you walk into the corridor and down the stairs, "______?" Dean questions "you're awake and ready for breakfast"

Sitting eating your Cheerios, you glance over to Sam who is reading and eating his Corn Flakes. Zeke is all you can think of, sure he's in an alright looking meat suit, and he's an Angel, but neither of them was quite the reason you were becoming attracted to him. 'Maybe' you thought 'maybe it was because of his compassion he showed during that hunt? Maybe?'

***

It had been months and Zeke has only surfaced to assist Dean when he was stumped about things. Yet even through the lack of him, your infatuation had grown.

"Cas?" You asked on the phone "I need some advice"

"____, what is this about?"

"I like this guy-

"- ______ I'm no good with that sort of things, wouldn't it be best to ask Dean or Sam?" Cas interrupted

"Let me finish what I'm saying!" You growl through the phone "I like this guy, and well he's one of your brothers, is there any way I should approach this?"

The phone line went silent for a while before you heard a slight laugh "____, if he is like me and would do anything for you and the Winchesters, tell him, however if he believes in the righteous path, he will believe what I used to believe. 'Angels can't feel human emotion as it corrupts them and they will be like Lucifer' "

You hang up not even saying goodbye, thinking whether or not to tell Zeke.

***

It was another few weeks before you had made up your mind. You were going to tell him.

*Sam can you bring up a few books on The Law of Time up to my room?* you texted.

*why can't you do it? :p * he responded

*because genius, you're already in the library*

It was a few more minutes before Sam arrived in your room carrying a large stack of books. "Ezekiel" you mumble hoping he would take over. It wasn't a second before his posture straightens and his eyes flashed blue. "Obviously, those texts were to get me up here" he stated pacing slightly.

"Zeke" you began, closing the space between you "I remember you saving me, from the ghost"

You watch as he turns his back to you. "Zeke! Look at me!" You growl, he turns slightly and only slightly to look into your [eye colour] eyes

Suddenly you were lost for words, you couldn't speak, you wanted to let him know how you felt, yet words wouldn't function. So you thought to allow actions to speak your thoughts.

Closing the gap between you snake your arm around the back of his neck and kiss him. Slowly and gently allowing all your sorrow and thoughts of him flow allowing them to speak for you. His lips, Sam's lips, were soft and slowly moved with yours. "Stop" he whispered pulling away

"What I said, ______ isn't not important, what I said was false. I'm an Angel _____, I can't feel love. What I felt for you was an abomination, Lust, is a sin, and I succumbed to it. I Do Not Love You, not can I." You could feel your eyes watering, a lump in your throat making it hard to breathe, you suddenly felt you were empty, that you

were a shell. "I am here only to heal Sam" he continued "then I'll be gone like you wanted"

"But I don't want that anymore. I don't know what's wrong with me, I just need you that's all, here with me, please don't leave me"

"I'm sorry ______ I really am" he whispered before shutting your door and allowing himself to cry on the other side. For how could you love him if you knew the truth.