You look up at Sam and Dean, you look at their eyes seeing the pain that they tried to hide, then you look down at the large wound on your abdomen "guys I'll be fine" you say "jus- just kill the werewolf" reluctantly they agreed "(y/n ) we'll be right back and then we'll take you to a hospital"
You wave them off with your left hand as the right was currently holding your guts in. You were thankful that the Winchesters bought the story that you were fine and that you'll just sit the rest of the hunt out. You knew you weren't going to make it, but you couldn't bring yourself to tell them, they didn't deserve to worry about you. I mean who are you? Who are you really? An orphan and a thief at the age of eight, a hunter at thirteen, Robert singers pretend niece at sixteen and a friend of the Winchesters at twenty-two, you believed that all the hunting stealing
and pain in your life made you strong and into the woman you are now, but that person wasn't the person you believed god would want to save, and you don't deserve to be saved, Sam and Dean have suffered through so much, lost so many people. They didn't need you and will still live and fight without you, who were you to them? A helping hand? A joke? A sister? Or a friend? Or maybe you're just a menace, a plague on their hands? Why would they need you? Why did they ask for you to go on this hunt with them? They could handle it by themselves, did Bobby tell them to? Make me feel like I've got friends? Well news flash (y/n) you have no friends, the only person you can truly trust is yourself... and even then you let yourself down, like today, it was your fault you ended up all sliced open, left alone to die by yourself as that is how you would have it, how God would have it.
A tear slipped from your watery (e/c) eyes, followed by more. "Where is my reaper? Shouldn't I have died by now?"
"Actually, you died two minutes and fifteen seconds ago," deaths voice said behind you, "oh" was all you could say before your soul woke up in hell.
-------------authors note--------------
Hey guys, so I am not sorry for writing this and I did have a fluff one shot to follow but it deleted itself oh well it was just a doctor who one and a reader X Ezekiel not the most of the things I've lost but anyway, vote comment suggest one shots anything.... also forgive me if any are terrible as I normally don't write short stories, one-shots or romance but if you never try you never get better as they say :)
Ceyo later guys.
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