bullies part 2 lucifer X reader

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Warnings
self harm

Swearing

Violence

Part two requested by @HunterDoctorBlogger

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You were sitting in a maths test, your ribs twinging with a slight pain. You told Cas earlier that week and only cas about seeing lucifer knowing your ape headed brothers would loose it, Castiel said the best solution was for you to get warding on your ribs, and it hurt.

As the week passed you began to forget that lucifer saved you, that was until the bullying started again.

The bullying went on for weeks, and slowly it got to you, you were enabled to tell sam or dean as they were too busy stalking a rugaroo ((if that's how you spell it)) and Cas was flitting about in heaven doing god knows what. You glanced in the mirror, your (eye colour) eyes seemed sad, they reflected all the bad things that had happened, the things the kids had said replayed in

Your head, "Why would anyone want you, you're just a wannabe emo who has no friends", "freak", "whored slut" as their voices echoed more came through, this time in your father's voice "god girl, aim before you shoot!" "(Y/N) you're an ungrateful little shit, be happy with what you've got", "youre just filth to me, I never wanted you, you're just my bastard daughter who killed their mother so she could be born" why did John have to be such a horrid father? You asked yourself, maybe, maybe they are right, maybe I am nothing but filth that nobody wants.

You slowly unzipped your hunting bag, the silver knife laid on top of the guns and amo, you were angry, and not thinking straight so you took the knife and placed the blade upon your wrist. You carved down, turning it every now and then, blood was running down your arm, yet you didn't care, you kept

engraving into your arm. By the time you finished along your wrist read 'WorTHlesS'

You cleaned up your mess feeling a lot calmer, then hoped into the shower, the water stung your fresh wounds cleaning it out. Once you were sick of the pain, you got out wrapping a towel around your body and dabbing dry your arm.

Days past from the day you cut, and you hid your scabs and cuts with the long sleeves of your plaid shirt. "Hey look Elmo the emo has returned to school" the guy who lucifer knocked out mocked. "What you're not going to say anything? No comebacks? No Curses or witchcraft?" He laughed. You decided it was best to walk away and not say anything, but he wasn't ready to give up, he grabs the back of your backpack which causes it to pull

Away from your arms, unfortunately, your over shirt, the one hiding your arm goes with it.

He takes one look at your healing wounds and starts laughing, you feel like you're five again when John had begun teaching you to shoot, you began to feel small and weak, almost insignificant, but out of the darkness comes strength so with all your might you punched him in the jaw, only for him to counter attack and punch you in the ribs, upon feeling one break he smiles and kicks you to the ground.

You feel the blows one after the other, and once they stopped you were too sore to move from your curled up spot on the ground, and in fear that he will come back to make sure you permanently stay stuck to the ground, you felt a hand place themselves on your shoulder which made you flinch

"I'm not going to hurt you" he whispered, looking up you looked into the caring eyes of lucifer, he healed your internal wounds allowing you to stand then he took away your bruises and scratches, he took one look at your wrist and whispered the word. "Oh (Y/N)", he whispered "You're not worthless, not to me that is" he smiled widely which made you smile back, he waved his hand over your arm and instead of saying worthless in messy writting it said 'loved' in fancy calligraphy. "The cuts aren't as deep now, they will heal and leave no scars," he said upon kissing your wrist. "See you around?" He said about to pop off.

"Luci wait" you breath "please don't go"

"For you anything." He smiled kissing you on the nose.

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