'You're worthless...'
'You're irrelevant...'
'You're just a piece of trash waiting to be thrown out...'
A part of his conscience spat at him.
'No you're not!'
'You're not worthless, irrelevant or trash!'
Another part spoke
"B-But what if I am?" He questioned himself as he continued to walk in what seemed like an endless, pitch black world.
The blonde looked around his surroundings and snickered.
"Hah, this place... I think this place is for me... A place where I belong... A place for a worthless, irrelevant, and trashy person like me..."
But as he continued to walk around aimlessly, in the dark, roadless, world. A ringing in his ears suddenly came. And the dark world disappeared, replacing it with the sight of his apartment ceiling.
"It was... a dream?"
The blonde said to himself, and he took out his phone from under his pillow and turned off the alarm. He turned on his phone and looked at the time.
"4 am.." He sighed.
The light from his phone illuminated his face, and what you would see is a pair of grey, lifeless, color drained, orbs.
He turned off his phone and put it on a bedside table. But when he was about to slump right back into the bed, his phone rang once more. But It wasn't the alarm. It was a text.
"What is it now?" The blonde said, slightly annoyed.
As he opened the text, one word – or should I say name, caught his eye.
"Leorio?"
The blonde arched an eyebrow at the sight of the name.
He curiously opened the text and started to read it.
(Text:
From: Leorio Paladinight
Received: 4:01 am
Hi Kurapika. How are you doing there? I'm just telling you that I passed the doctors exam!!
Yay! *cue happy emoticon*
Y'know I just met up with Killua and Gon recently. They've become real popular. Heck, when they arrived, we had to run for 3 whole hours. The fan girls that stalk them almost NEVER give up. I tell ya, I was REALLY tiring.
And guess what? They're a couple! Wow, right? I was sooooo surprised that they got together, and at the age of 15! I thought that Killua could never confess to Gon, but in the end, he did!
Oh and also did you know that.....)
And so forth. The blonde was enjoying, reading the text from the start to finish.
And for the first time ever in 6 months, the blonde smiled.
But then the slight happiness was gone as quickly as it came, and the smile that was starting to form got replaced with a frown.
He was thinking... Really hard...
If they found out he killed innocent people for no good reason... would they agree to still be friends with him?
will they?...
'Of course they won't, you worthless killer!'
His negative conscience spoke.
'They will hate you! Despise you! You know that you can't hide this from them forever! Someday they will find out! They will find out, and they will never want to be friends with you ever again!'
"N-No... I... I don't want that!" He said
"No! No! No! I don't want that! I don't want to lose them..."
"I..."
"I don't want to be alone again"
He said as a single tear slid down his cheek and eventually, more and more came sliding down and he was now crying to his heart's content.
Right now, was the right time for his friends to come. He needed them right now, more than he ever did.
And, as if on cue, the darkness surrounding him showed a ray of light and the silhouettes of the people he needed most appeared.
The blonde looked up, and what you would see is a pair of scarlet orbs, glistening with tears, showing sadness and revealing a hole on his usual cool and composed armour.
"Don't cry Kurapika. We're here for you"
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Revelation (Hunter X Hunter)
FanfictionAfter a long time of struggle, Kurapika had finally collected all of the scarlet eyes of his brethren and buried it in their holy ground. But Kurapika had not felt what he had thought he would. The feeling was completely different from what he had...
