Denial. As time went on, I became angrier and eventually all I wanted was to forget, I was angry and bitter. And this is what lead me to write Bring it back.
-Shawn
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Paige frowned. She knew this song would hurt her, knowing it was about her. But she would do this for him. She was still hurting herself. Maybe listening to this now would help in some twisted way.
Paige sighed. She was so confused, she didn't understand her own logic or thoughts.
Takin it slow
Isn't easy if as far as you go
Is only half as far as you and I both know
Yeah
Comin out from above
A little something
And it's only because
I don't ever wanna see you in love
But I know
That you've been
Coming off strong lately
And I can feel it that
You been thinking that maybe
You got a, another shot at me
Thinking possibly
Somehow, but not now
And it's been spinning around like a hurricane
And the sound of the thunder
That's beatin my head to the ground
But I
I know
That I can't go back,
To this,
To her,
To what we used to have
It's black and burns,
My God this is so sad
It'll only make things worse,
If we bring it back
Woah, yeah yeah, ohhhh
And I mean if you believe,
That there is something still between you and me
And baby honestly, yeah
You're not the one for me
And I can't go back,
To this,
To her,
To what we used to have.
It's black and burns,
My God this is so sad,
It'll only makes things worse,
(If we bring it back) [x4]
If we bring it,
Back.
Paige sobbed and sobbed and sobbed until she had no tears left.
"Me too, Shawn. Me too" she whispered reluctantly, but she was lying.
She wanted him more than anything.
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There's more and yes it gets sadder.
-amelie xo
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Handwritten//Shawn mendes
Fanfiction"they were all about you. Every last one...and so I put it an album for you, Paige" *** in which a boy shows his love through a collection of songs.
