The final song I wrote is a lie. All the denial was a lie. I still love you Paige, I'll never stop. But it doesn't stop the hurt. I am in two minds whether to show you this song or not; it will only make you sadder, Paige. Please don't cry. Be strong for me, baby doll. Please. This is Don't want your love.
-Shawn
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Paige was really trying. Trying for herself, for him, for them. But never the less, she would listen to it.
Her love was stronger than a song. Even if the title was like a stab in the chest, she was more than this, no matter if he wanted nothing to do with her.
We run about a million miles an hour
And I do my best to try to do it in style
Haven't seen you in a while girl
Our love is on trial (you run wild, you run wild)
When I call you, you never wanna pick up
Cause everything that I do is never ever enough
You only like it when it rains
And when I'm stuck in the mud (you run wild, you run wild, yeah)
[Chorus:]
Don't want your love, want your love
But I just can't get enough
Don't want your love, want your love
But I just can't get enough
You mess me up, you lay me out on the floor
You mess me up, and still I come back for more
Don't want your love
I'm not asking for much, I'm just tryna be fair
This road we're on is going nowhere
If we keep on running like a couple of kids
Who just get lost in the woods and now they're losing their wits
I'm overcome with it, this is ridiculous
How every time we get together, you're the one I miss
I feel powerless and I don't want to split
You run wild, you run wild
[Chorus]
That's it it's now or never, I can't do this forever
Cause all this stormy weather's got me running wild
That's it it's now or never, I can't do this forever
Cause all this stormy weather's got me running wild
[Chorus x2]
Whether this song was true or not, one thing was clear in the haze that was Paige mcshaw's mind:
A love as strong as her and Shawns was never going to to be broken, no matter how frail it was.
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Last track omg
This song is only on the deluxe CD and wow its literally my fave I actually love angry Shawn omg his voice in it holy
-Amelie xo
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Handwritten//Shawn mendes
Fanfiction"they were all about you. Every last one...and so I put it an album for you, Paige" *** in which a boy shows his love through a collection of songs.
