The Bad Girl ✖ Kian Lawley [COMPLETED] ✔

I Really Love Him

Makayla's POV

I woke up to knocking on my door
"Going." I groaned standing up and walking towards the door
"Morning mom." I said rubbing my eyes.
"Morning sweetie, I have to go to work earlier today and I was wondering if you would take Joe and Jaylen to school." She said

"Of course." I nodded she smiled
"Thank you, I got to go love you." She kissed my cheek before walking away
I sighed and closed the door. I grabbed a towel and walked into the restroom. I stripped down and stepped in the warm water relaxing my muscles

~~After The Shower~~

Turning off the shower head I opened the curtain and wrapped a towel around my body and stepped out. I slipped on my undergarments and quickly brushed my teeth. I rinsed my mouth/toothbrush and slipped on my black skinny jeans. I put on my Clifford crop top showing my belly button ring.

I turned off the restroom lights and walked to my room. Quickly putting on some concealor/mascara and eyeliner I sprayed some perfume on me. I put on my black Neff beanie and put on my black slip on Vans. I grabbed my phone/money and walked downstairs

"Morning Makayla." Jaylen said as I walked in the kitchen
"I made breakfast." Kian smiled I nodded
"I'm taking you guys today since mom had to go to work early." I said kissing their cheeks they nodded
"You're not gonna eat?" Kian asked
"Not hungry." I shrugged

"Ok." He mumbled checking me out before eating again
"Makayla are you ever gonna change your hair back to brown?" Joe asked
"Umm I don't know." I replied
"Why not?" Jaylen asked
"I like it grey." I said getting annoyed
What? Don't blame me blame my anger issues

"But you lo-Kian cut her off
"It's nice grey and I think she should leave it like that if she wants to." He said shutting them up
"Yea." I mumbled
"Go grab your backpacks so we can go." I said to them
"Ok." They nodded standing up before running upstairs

"Want me to go with you?" Kian asked "No I'm going somewhere." I mumbled putting their dishes in the sink
"Where? To Max's house?" He clenched his jaw
"Why do you care?" I asked
"Why do I care?" He scoffed as saying it was the most stupid question ever

"Because some other guy has kissed your lips." He said walking towards me
"Because some other guy is winning your heart." He frowned
"But most of all because I'm losing you." He whispered
"That's why I care." He said looking at me with sad eyes I bit my lip

"Because I can't call you mine anymore." He said wrapping his arms around my waist
"Because another guy can make you feel butterflies in your stomach." He said looking at my lips
"I love you Mac." He mumbled
"I told you Kian, I love you too but I'm afraid of getting hurt again." I mumbled he sighed

"I won't hurt you I swear." He said
"Makayla I need you, I need you more than the air I breath." He whispered
Why is he making this harder?
"If I don't have you I'm nothing." He added
"I don't want you kissing another boy, it kills me inside." He closing his eyes

"Everything I have, I fuck it up. I just wish I wouldn't have had ruined our relationship." He mumbled not opening his eyes
"Kian I-I don't know." I whispered
"Right." He mumbled
"Sorry for not being good enough." He said before walking out leaving me feeling guilty

"We're ready." Joe said
"Ok let's go." I said with a fake smile
"School here we come." Joe mumbled I chuckled and shook my head
We walked out of the house
"You guys want to go walking or in the car?" I asked
"Walking!" They cheered I chuckled

"Ok let's go." I said walking on the side walk
"Why was Kian sad?" Jaylen asked
"What?" I asked her
"When we were coming down the stairs he was going up and he looked sad." Joe said I frowned
"I don't know." I lied