The Bad Girl ✖ Kian Lawley [COMPLETED] ✔

We're Over...For Good

Kian's POV

"She's sleeping?" Jc asked as I walked downstairs
"Yea....when did you get here?" I asked sitting on the couch
"About an hour ago." He chuckled
"It's like twelve, what did you guys do?" He raised a brow
"Nothing." I rolled my eyes

"We just slept late." I shrugged
"Alright then." He nodded
"That Max guy came over but I told him she was sleeping." He added. I clenched my jaw
I don't know how Mac likes him
I wish we were still together
I miss calling her mine...

"And?" I spat
"Damn chill." He chuckled
"I don't see how Makayla likes him." I mumbled he chuckled
"Jealous?" He asked I glared at him
"I don't like him." I mumbled
"You don't have to like him Mac already does." He teased

"Wow you're an amazing friend." I snapped standing up
"Dude I was joking!" He yelled as I walked upstairs
"What happened?" Makayla asked walking out of her room
"Nothing." I mumbled she raised a brow

"Nothing ok? I'm fine everything is fine." I said
"Fine I'll ask Jc." She said pushing past me I sighed
"Wait." I groaned grabbing her waist
"He said that Max came over but we were asleep so he left." I said she nodded

"And I told Jc that I don't like Max and he said that I don't have to because you do." I frowned
"Oh." She mumbled I nodded
"Kian I-I really don't want to get in a relationship right now." She said
"I'm not ready....I just need time on my own." She added I frowned but nodded

"It's fine." I lied
"You can move on...I don't want to keep your hopes up because honestly I don't know when we'll ever be a thing again." She said. She gave me a sad smile before walking downstairs
Move on?! How can I move on if she's on my mind 24/7?

"What the fuck?" I mumbled
I sighed and walked to my room
I closed the door and threw myself on my bed. Move on????

***2 Hours Later***

"Where is she?" I asked Jc
"She went out with Amber and Kimberly." He said I sighed and sat down on the couch
"What happened?" He asked
"She told me I should move on. Like how the fuck am I supposed to move on?" I rolled my eyes

"She's probably going out with Max or something." I mumbled
"I doubt that, she loves you," Jc said I shrugged
"I don't even think she does anymore." I mumbled
"I wouldn't either I'm a total fuck up." I said burying my face in my hands he sighed

"Stop saying that about yourself, you've guys been through so much to be together to just throw it all away in the end." He said
"It's not me it's her." I said
"I try everything! Everything dude! But she still won't forgive me!" I yelled

"I'm tired! I'm tired of trying." I mumbled
"I'm tired of trying to make her forgive me." I closed my eyes
"I love her bro, and I can't even call her mine." My voice cracked

"I just wish she would forgive me." I sighed
"Just give her time." Jc said I rolled my eyes
"That's all everyone ever says! Give her time? It's been four months dude! I'm going home tomorrow I can't be here anymore." I said walking up to my room and slamming the door

She wants me to move on? Fine! But I can't if I stay here where I'll see her everyday for the next two weeks. I sighed and packed up all my things
It won't be easy
But it's not impossible