Robbie Kay/Peter Pan Imagines

Imagine#17:Memories-Peter Pan

Y/N's P.O.V

I've been used to living in Neverland now.I no longer remember where I came from and my previous life.The memories have been taken away,I think.I'm okay with everything here,the boys,the camp,Pan's games,even Pan himself.But the truth is I still haven't find out why am I even here.

I sighed.I think I need some fresh air.I hurriedly but quietly got out from my tent and walked to one of the logs near the dying fire.Peter Pan and the lost boys are already asleep in their own tents and I'm glad they are.You know,there's always that time that come when I get annoyed seeing their faces.And I need some time just with myself.

Wow,the sky looks amazing tonight.And the stars,I seem to never stop adoring them for making me think about amazing things and memories.I can't stop smiling at them.

"What are you doing late this night,Y/n?"

I gasped.I was startled real bad,but I sighed with relief but with spite when I saw that it was just Pan.

"Just star gazing,that's all.No need to startle me to death,"I replied.

He flashed his signature smirk.All of a sudden,Felix came out of his own tent.Peter whipped his head to Felix,he nodded,Felix nodded back and he went back inside.Peter proceeded to walking towards me and joined me near the fire.

"How did you do that?I mean,how do you and Felix understand each other just by nodding,"I asked.

"Would you believe me if I tell you that I'm telepathic?"he answered.

"More like telepathetic,"I laughed.

He looked at me seriously without blinking.I cleared my throat,"Bad joke?"

I looked down to my lap,ashamed.I felt him lean closer to my ear.

"Don't do that again,Y/n.You wouldn't want me to start shouting at you and waking the boys,I will punish you,"Pan whispered.

I gulped,"Understood."

"Go to your tent,"he says sternly.

I sighed,"Pan,please.I need to stay out.Just a little more and I promise I'll go to my tent."

"What do you even find in the stars that's worth your time?"he spat.

"You don't understand.I...it's the only way I can chill out and remember-"

"Remember what?"he cuts me off.

"Amazing things more important than this bloody island,the boys,and you!I was thinking of earth!I want to get away from you and and this place but you don't want me to.I asked you what is my purpose here but you never answer.Why am I here?I'm not lost and certainly you could see I'm not a boy."

I had shut him up.He stood there speechlessly,staring at me.

"Answer me!!"I demand.

"Because I need you.When I first looked at you,I knew you belonged here.Can't you even notice anything?Neverland got better again ever since you came.You're strong and brave.But you're wrong,you're lost and you need me,too."

"I don't.I was living a normal life,"I lied.

"You don't remember anything.But I do.Your father was going to kill,and you could've been dead if I didn't come rescue you,"he yelled,"Don't you want to be in Neverland anymore?Because I clearly recall that you wished to be here and you said you wanted to stay here forever."

"Why would I say that and why can't I remember?"

"Because I made you forget!And it's been a long time ago.We were in love and happy.But the whole island was being attacked and I had no choice but to send you away so you'd live.I knew you wouldn't listen to me so I made you forget about me and this place so you won't try to come back,"at this point,he was tearing up,"And now that we can finally be together I couldn't bring you back your memories.I knew you would feel uncomfortable if I even tried kissing you so I didn't do anything."