Robbie Kay/Peter Pan Imagines

Imagine#19P2:Just to say Goodbye-Robbie Kay

Robbie's P.O.V.

I went after Y/n with tears still present on my puffy eyes.I couldn't control them,my chest was pounding.It was all my fault.I was very stupid.

"Y/n!"I shout through the door,"Please let me in,let me explain.Please!"

I was sobbing as I pound on her front door.But she just ignored me and this went on until night.I didn't care if the neighbourhood would think I'm crazy,I needed her.

"Please,"I whispered through exhausted cries,"Y/n,I don't want to live knowing you hate me.You have no idea how much I love you."

I sat at the porch waiting for something to happen...until I fell asleep.

***

I woke up lying on the floor.I felt so cold but not as much as cold my heart felt.Y/n haven't left her house,and I made sure I'd be here when she would.I haven't ate...not until I fix this.

***

It's been three days.And I was still there.I feel like I was dying but I didn't mind.I felt so sick as I starve.I was thirsty but I didn't bother drink anything.I haven't bathe and I've slept on the cold wooden porch.I've been rounding up the house and sometimes Y/n would peek at the window.I bet she wanted to me to leave but I won't.Not until she says she loves me again.I'll die trying.

Night fell again and I couldn't stand.I feel weak.The night grew colder and all I had was my jacket but it wasn't enough to keep me warm.I kept ignoring the disturbing sounds that my stomach made.I was dying,but I'm glad it was because of her.Her.My angel.

With that,my vision turned black thinking of y/n.

***

I woke up in an unusual place.It was soft and warm.A bed.

I opened my tired eyes and saw a familiar ceiling.I'm in Y/N's room.A damped towel was on my forehead and I was wrapped up in sheets of blankets.Suddenly,the door swung open revealing my girl holding a bowl of porridge.

I smiled at the sight of her while she looked at me emotionlessly.She sat on the side of the bed and started to feed me.

"Start off with the porridge.I don't want to upset your stomach.I'll get you something better after you finish it all up."

I couldn't speak.All I could do was sit there helplessly,watching her as she brings the spoon to my mouth.I ate slowly even though my stomach wanted to drink up the whole bowl within a second.

"I never th-"

"Shhh,"y/n shushed.

"Please,I want to talk to you as soon as I can,"I say.

She gave me another spoonful before sighing,"Fine,what is it you want to say."

"Please come back."

She looked uneasy...

"Robbie,"she begun,"I...I can't."

"Why not?"I asked desperately.

"Can't you see?I'm horrible...i don't deserve you.Look at what I've caused.You almost died.If I were you,I'd forget about everything."

"But you aren't.And it's my choice not to give up.I love you,no matter what happens.Even if you're the most dangerous person in the world,I'd still look at you as my angel.Why can't you just accept that we are meant for each other?"

She was speechless.Y/n didn't know what to do.

"It's just that I was so stupid to have not trust you,"she sobbed,"I was afraid you'd leave me that fast,and because of that,I did.And everything will never be the same again."

Y/N's P.O.V.

Robbie looked at me concerned.He extended his arms and engulfed me in an embrace.I felt him kiss my head.

"Then trust me this time,"he mumbled,"We'll be much happier than before."

All I could do was sob on his chest.I melted at the thought of how forgiving he was.And how I missed him very much.

"I don't want to lose you again.Promise me that no matter how hard it'll get,no matter if you think you can't do it anymore,don't leave me,okay?Because if you do,I won't hesitate to wait you out again outside your house.I love you very much,and I mean that with my whole heart and soul,"said Robbie.

I leaned closer to him and kissed him full on the lips,"I promise,Robbie.I'm sorry for everything.I love you,too."