Robbie Kay/Peter Pan Imagines

Imagine#19:Just to say Goodbye-Robbie Kay

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Y/N's P.O.V

Presently,I'm at the cafeteria doing nothing else but burn glare holes through Robert Andrew Kay.And yes,I'm doing the same to his new girlfriend.They seem so very happy together...inseparable.I used to be her,that Gea girl who has her hands all over Robbie.I feel fire on my eyes,and the folds over my scrunched up eyebrows.My face that seemed so unpaintable grew darker by the moment.So dark that I haven't noticed someone had just sad beside me.

Francie sighed,"You know,that glare used to be all goo goo eyes."

"Well,I feel so stupid that I even felt that way towards him.I hate him so much right now that I even hate myself twice as much for letting him come to my life,"I replied.

"Why?Cause you still love him,right?I know that look.You're jealous and you regret breaking up with him,"she tells me,"So much memories with him making it hard for you to move on plus your defiance for his choice of making your worst enemy to be his new girlfriend.The result,glaring at them like they're your next meal."

I ignored her...

"C'mon,Y/n.You're better than that.Don't stay mad,just forget about him.If you can't, just avoid everything that will make you think of him because....for what it seems,he might be the death of you."

Actually,I think she's right.But that's easily said than done.

"It was a test,Francie?"I explained,"I wanted to know how much does he really loved me.But he failed,he didn't even tried to ask what he had done or apologise.He didn't even react when I told him that I was breaking up with him."

"It sounded more like it's your fault,"said Francie.I raised my eyebrow at her,"What?You were the one playing and testing the guy.If you didn't,you might have still be right there flirting beside him."

I thought for a moment.Then again,Francie had just proved me I was very stupid.It looks like my side of the problem had some justice in it but Robbie's side was stronger...

"Whatever,"Francie snapped,"You can't just go now preying on the two new lovebirds.Remember:In love,there is no forever to people who are bitter."

"Okay,okay...I still have to tell him about the whole thing though..and probably say goodbye for the last time so I could take off all the weight that I feel on my shoulders."

"Suit yourself,Y/n.I do hope you fix your whole problem."

After the whole conversation,I left the bloody place before I make my face a mess of horror.I already had bags under my eye for crying every night,I don't want to add anything that would make me look like shit.

Depressed.Stressed.And getting more and more guilty.

I feel so stupidly sick of what I've done like I wanted to end my life.I need him,more than anything.But I had just drove him away...And he's gone.I can no longer call him mine.

I got to the hallway as fast as I could and slipped a piece of paper in Robbie's locker and hope he had a little mercy to even pass by and respond to my request.