Robbie Kay/Peter Pan Imagines

Imagine#14P2:Just a lost boy-Peter Pan

Do you even have feelings for me?

That was the question.A question I never knew Peter's answer to.It's just a simple question,I won't be bothered if he says no...well,I'll just cry and get depressed if he says no but..Gosh this is oh so complicated.

I stopped at Peter's thinking tree.I don't even know why this was the resting place of my choice.But it feels nice,a good plays to think...duh,it's why it's called a thinking tree..

Great,now I'm talking to myself...

I brushed it off and sat under Peter's huge tree.I let out a long sigh and leaned my head at the tree.It was a cold night,but I was able to get comfortable,plus a good view for star gazing.This could be a nice place to stay for the night and some recovery from the drama I made.My eyelids did the job to send me off to sleep.

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The whole forest was already dancing on the sun's rays when I woke up.This was the longest sleep I had.And I might get a punishment when I get back to camp for such late arrousing.

There was a blanket wrapped around me.That's odd,I don't remember bringing one with me.

"Good sleep?"

I wish I hadn't woke up.I just looked at him in the eyes.

"I was about to have some alone time here last night until I found out you raced me to it,"Pan said in his British accent,started to sound irritating for me since yesterday.

Still,I didn't say a word.He stood there and looked like what he has always been since I met him.With his dashing hair,and his mesmerising green eyes...Even though he seems that very attractive,I wanted to run away from him and never see him again,I wanted to forget about him.

"Stayed up the whole night to look out for.I thought you were cold so I brought you your blanket,"he says teary eyed,wanting me to speak,he tried to calm his breathing,"I also brought you breakfast..."

I glanced at the food he brought,and another pirate blouse I asked from him two days ago.But I felt nothing,I felt my heart was not even where it should be.So I looked back at his eyes with no concern.I leaned back,gesturing that I didn't care.

"Why don't you go back to your Jane?Just like what you did to Wendy after she almost killed me,"I finally said.This time,he was the one who didn't reply.

"She asked to leave,didn't she?"I asked,"She's home?"

He nods.

"Just like they always do,"I tell him,"I'm just like the other lost boys,right?I'm just something to ignore when I need something.Then you come and beg me when you need my help to try win someone's heart...figuratively.You always tell me that you were incapable of love,but then you seek it from someone.Did you even bother asking yourself 'What if my true love was just somewhere in the camp waiting for me patiently?'."

Again,he stood there silently with a face finally understanding.

"Did you even bother answering the same question I've been asking you for months?"my eyes started to water,"Can't you see?I've been always there.Always.I was loyal,obedient,anything I think is worthy of your attention but still,you looked elsewhere.It's been hard pretending to be a mother to teenage boys that's older than me,all the chores,all those favours.I know you took me in but at least just look at me differently than one of your pawns!"

I was furious at the moment,and tears were falling like a waterfall.

"Tell me,Peter.Did you even spent a whole minute thinking about me.Just me?"

He looked at the ground.Tears also coming out of his eyes.I looked away and sat there still.We were silent for what seems so long.I was holding in a loud cry,I was trying to make it look like I was just sad..but deep down,I wanted to shout.

All of a sudden,Peter walks and sits down a feet away from me,with his elbows resting on his knees.Then,he reaches out his hand and rest it on my arm.

"I'm sorry,"he croaks.

I pretended I was deaf and just stared of to space.Once again,"I'm sorry,Y/n,"shaking me a little this time.

"Please,Y/n forgive me.I'll do anything if it means I'm not going to lose my lost girl,"he pleaded a little louder,"Please."

He kept doing this until he finally lost it and pulls me to him.He was weeping,clinging to me tightly like his life depended on me.I tried to keep my wall up,but it broke with a loud cry.I love him too much to ignore him.But before I could speak.

He already attacked my lips with his kisses.Some of them slow,some were longer than before.Each getting sweeter and sweeter.Our faces were still wet from crying but he didn't stop.He kissed me harder to make me respond,and it worked.Soon enough,I was tugging on his hair as his hands were around my hips.

Once we pulled away,he hugged me tightly,"I need you.I'm always going to need you here.And now that I realised it,I love you more than anything and anyone.We can spend everyday with just each other if you want,just don't leave,too,okay?Promise me you won't.Promise me you never will."

He has never showed me this side of him.I was touched by his words,"I love you too,"I say stroking his soft hair,"And I promise I'll never leave your side.I'm going to stay with you forever and I'm going to make sure you'll always feel loved.I'm going to take care of you and the boys."

"I'm sorry for being so blind and stupid to realise that you were all I want and need.I'm sorry for all the pain I caused you.I won't be mean to you ever again,"Peter says.

I couldn't help myself but giggle and simply be happy.I can't stop but love him and I don't know why...

And ever since then,two things was embroidered in my heart and mind.He needs me and He loves me.

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