Unrequited
I forgot the problems I was wallowing in
'Cause I decided to start following sin
But maybe now is a good time to just start again
Throw my heart in the bin
I realized I was enjoying my own emotional pain
Compromised on overdosing
To just look out at the rain
Didn't care if i was insane
As long as I avoided the blame
Even though it was my own fault
I was manipulative enough to not get caught
Saddistic enough to know what I want
But masochistic so I stopped myself from having it
