In Love With My Bully - Harry Styles (One Direction Fanfiction)

Chapter 20 - Drinks And Regrets (e)

Chapter 20

Drinks And Regrets

Louis' POV

Anger coursed through my veins. My hands were still curled up into balls. My breathing was jagged and heavy. I probably looked like the most scariest man on earth but I didn't give one.

Harry and Maria just kept on flashing in my eyes. I kept on remembering their kiss. Just thinking about it, made me want to punch a wall. I wanted to scream.

But I didn't.

I wanted to turn around, go back to Harry's house and beat the shit out of him.

But I didn't.

I wanted to go to Maria, kiss her, hold her in my arms and protect her from every bad thing.

But I didn't.

I stuffed my hands into my pockets. I knew where I wanted to go. I took out my wallet and searched for the card.

Fake ID.

I entered the bar. The familiar smell of alcohol and cigarettes filled my nostrils. I greeted the sleazy smell with a sigh. I walked over to the bar. I knew it was wrong, but I wasn't in the mood for anything else. Drinking was the only way. It was my only friend left. Anybody who tried to stop me, would be murdered.

'Give me the strongest you got.' I demanded throwing my ID on the wooden surface. The bartender looked up. He looked about 40 years, he was bald and tattoos covered his head. His 'tough guy' appearance matched his clothes. His brown top was ripped and hung loosely from his chest. You could see his many tattoos. His baggy jeans were ripped and something told me that they weren't meant to be like this.

He picked up the card and surveyed it for a couple of seconds. His eyes darted back and forth from the smooth plastic and my face. He gave me a dodgy look before grunting a response. He threw the card back towards me and his arm reached down. He slammed a glass down on the wooden surface. He turned around to get many bottles of different drinks. He poured some drinks into the glass, until a brown-black liquid was formed.

'Just don't ask me what's in it.' He said in a rough voice. I studied the glass for a minute as he got back to cleaning the empty glasses that surrounded me. My hands gripped onto the round object and slowly brought it to my lips. Out of the corner, the bartender looked at me cautiously.

Well, this is for you Maria.

I gulped the whole thing in one. I scrunched up my nose as i felt the burning sensation go down my throat. I coughed and spluttered a little. I felt my mind wander to distant things. It helps.

'More.' I said. The bartender nodded and made more.

'Hey there handsome.' I heard a familiar voice say. I turned around.

Amy.