In Love With My Bully - Harry Styles (One Direction Fanfiction)

Chapter 4 - Silent Crying (e)

REMEMBER: In my story Harry is portrayed as a 'rough' guy. I'm 110% sure that he would never do this in real life.

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Chapter 4

Silent Crying

Harry's POV

'And Katie said that we should be doing a Rihanna song...' Amy ranted on. Ughh. I took a deep breath as I tried to bring myself back to the conversation.

Who cares? They could be doing 'Mama do the hump' for all I care. I know that she was my girlfriend but the only thing between us was our sexual needs. Amy was just a time filler and I know for a fact she felt the same way about me.

'Sooo... Amy.' I said when Amy finally had stopped bickering. 'What shall we do today?' I asked, as she ran her hand down my arm.

'Well..' She said and sat on top of me. I started kissing her. These were nothing compared to Maria's. Maria and me had gone out for a bit. Her kisses were so sweet. Amy's were rough and agressive. I was so happy then. But evidently... Maria wasn't. I retracted away from the kiss.

Why was I thinking about Maria? What? I haven't given a shit about her for three years. What the fuck is wrong with me? Suddenly, Amy felt all wrong. She was dirty and bad and... and.. and she wasn't Maria.

'Hey babe. I think I'm ill. Can we do this another time?'  Amy sat up and fixed her skirt.

'Hope you feel better babe.' She said. Getting up, I opened the door for her and led her down the stairs. Exchanging our 'byes' and 'see yas' she walked out the door.

But that stupid girl came back into my mind. Her hair flowing. Her eyes sparkling.

Maria.

I picked up the red pillow from the sofa and let out an aggravated scream. Tears dripped out of my eye and I was quick to wipe them.

 

Maria and Harry aged 13.

   

'Hey dude.' Chris said as he walked to me.

 

For some reason he never liked Maria and I hated him. He treated her like dirt at the bottom of his shoe.   

'Hi,'    

'Listen man. I'm really sorry.' Sorry? What was he sorry about?  

 

'For what?' I voiced.

'You don't know?' Chris asked. I shook my head in response.

'Maria came onto me last night. You were ill and she came to the party. I didn't kiss back. I swear.' He said.

 

My heart broke. Maria. My Maria. She cheated on me? I nodded and walked away. Quickly running into the boys toilets, I wiped away my tears.

 

Me and... her always walk together. But not today. Not now. Not ever. 

End Of Flashback

More tears left my eyes. I didn't even wipe my eyes. I looked up and saw her.

Maria. She's the one that did this. The one who hurt me. She deserves to be hurt. Not me. I wiped my eyes and ran out the door.

I creeped behind her. Her breathing was uneven. I tapped her shoulder and she whipped around. For once she wasn't fazed that I was here. there was something different in her eyes. Her eyes still glinted but, it had lost some of that sparkle.

'What are you waiting for? Are you going to beat me up or not?' Her tone and question surprised. Leaving me speechless. She shook her head and turned away. Mumbling 'pathetic.' I pinned her against a wall. We were in a alleyway now. I punched her in the gut. She didn't react. She just closed her eyes. I was quite confused. I slapped her numerous times. Nothing. Not a single squeak.

A tear.

A shout.

A cry.

A reaction.

Nothing.

She was really depressed. I didn't know why. She was the normal  Maria at school. What happened? Did someone do something?

Chris. He was looking at her like a peice of meat. My teeth were clenched. I balled up my fist.

I want to punch Chris. But I couldn't. So I punch Maria instead.

Easy and simple way to get your anger out? Right?

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Lightly Edited

 

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