Where are you now?

Im sorry...What?

Xander's POV

What I'd told Adalia I could tell had hurt her, even though I had to come up with something because I really wanted to embrace her pink plump lips with mine. But she pulled away and that hurt a lot that there is a chance that she isn't interested in me. But what I said was somewhat true, because there was someone on my mind and it was Adalia. She was who was always on my mind. I've dreamt of being with her the first time I had set my eyes on her. The truth is I never knew my feelings for her were this strong until now. And from what I told her just now may make it harder for me to leave her alone.

I know she won't tell me but she's hurting somethings going on with her and I'm determined to find out what it is. Right now if I can't be acquainted with her as a more than friends type of relationship which I'm willing to try, than I'm going to have to be her best friend, because I want to be with her. That's what matters the most to me.

Once I got home I noticed my sisters car out front. My sister Illiana just finished school at Oxford in Cambridge and she told me she would soon be home, but she wouldn't tell me when she's coming back.

"Illi?" I questioned throughout the halls. I heard rumbling of stair steps coming down from as I hear the voice of my 23 year old sister screaming like a mad woman.

"Xandy oh my god I missed you sooo much, so how about you tell me about your lover? Ay." She says with her newly refurbished British accent. It still had some American decent. She ceased me down in a huge bear hug that nearly squeezed me to death.

"Illiana hehe you suffocating me. And she's not my lover if she were my lover she'd have to at least love me back, and I'm not even sure if she even likes me." I said muffled. She pulls away from our hug and keeps her hands on my shoulders.

"Of course she likes you! Your an Evans every girl is attracted to an Evans boy, I mean look at mom." She suggested. I chuckled but remembered what I'd said to her today.

"Well if she did she doesn't anymore." I told her, her face filled with confusion.

"Wait why?" She questioned me.

"I tried to kiss her today, because I thought things were going that way since I caught her fall, and she pulled away after we stared in each others eyes for what seemed like forever," I explained, "then she tried to leave but I wanted to explain myself to her, but without telling her all my feelings, but I told her I was confused of my feelings for someone, then she asked "for who?", and I had to think of something quick so I said "not you". Then she left and I could tell she looked hurt." I explained fully.

My sister was now wiping a fake tear under her eyes.

"Oh c'mon Xander, man up and tell how you feel. I know a tranny that is manlier than you!" She retorted.

"Illi thanks because a tranny is a man." I replied with a chuckle.

"Well, I don't care, we are going to got talk to her right now. Call her and ask her if she wants to come over for dinner!" She demands, " I'll make my famous Shrimp Alfredo! Yeah she'll love that." She says to herself.

"Are Mom and Dad home?" I asked in curiosity.

My sister gave me a blank look that would probably mean "C'mon".

"When are they ever? It's like they don't understand that you can't just conceive children and only be there for half of their growing up." She fumed, "but go ahead and call her." She commanded.