my love for you is bulletproof {fuenciado}

have you ever really danced on the edge?

{Vic}

"Preciado!" I knew that screech anywhere. It was Anna.

Why did she always have to show up when i just wanted to spend time alone with Jaime?

"Anna!" He was always so excited to see her. Why couldn't he light up like that when he saw me?

He acts like he's in love with me for the fans. They love the thought of Fuenciado so we play along with it. This was just a game to him.

My feelings had to stay hidden until the bitter end.

Ugh.She practically threw herself at him. Have some class and get a room.

If only he knew how much he really meant to me.

Since the day i met him in the guitar shop, i knew we had a connection.

When we first met, I was a broken boy. He understood what I had gone through and how it felt to feel so alone. The day I had opened up to him he had vowed that he would never let me feel so alone and afraid ever again. He made me promise to stop self harming as long as he had kept his promise and to this day I havn't even thought about it.

I snapped out of my day dream when I heard Anna say she loved Jaime.

I stared at him to see his reaction.  It felt like we were all standing there for hours.

He just kind of stood there with a blank expression until it seemed like he felt my gaze. We made eye contact and I was the first to look away.

"Im guessing you dont want to go with me anymore?" I tried to hide all my emotions when I asked.

I hated seeing her in his arms.That should be me.

I wasnt paying attention to what he was saying until I saw him kiss her and run in my direction.

If only i was the one that could kiss those lips...

If only he could love me...