~~~~~~~~~~~30 minutes later ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
By the time I put my blade down I have at least 10 new scars and my arms. I sigh and clean up, instead of just washing them off in the sink I decide to take a shower. When I get out I see it is 2:30 so no one will be back for almost 2 hours. Instead of sitting around I grab my song book and work on a new song. I start throwing some stuff around and I come up with the first part. I walk over to my key board and play.
I found myself dreaming
In silver and gold
Like a scene from a movie
That every broken heart knows we were walking on moonlight
And you pulled me close
Split second and you disappeared and then I was all alone
I woke up in tears
With you by my side
A breath of relief
And I realized
No, we're not promised tomorrow
So I'm gonna love you
Like I'm gonna lose you
I'm gonna hold you
Like I'm saying goodbye wherever we're standing
I won't take you for granted 'cause we'll never know when
When we'll run out of time so I'm gonna love you
Like I'm gonna lose you
I'm gonna love you like I'm gonna lose you
Just then I feel some one wrap their arms around me. "Hey love." I tilt my head back and peck Tobias' lips. "Hi." "What are you working on?" "A new song. Depending on how it turns out we might be able to perform it for the competition." "Well from what I heard it said great." Thanks. Maybe you can help me come up with the rest." For the next three hours we come up with the rest of the song. We finish up and head downstairs. As soon as I clear the stairs I am tackled in a hug by Chris. "Tris I was so worried. Are you okay?" "Yeah, I'm fine." "Come here I have something to show you." She grabs my arm and I wince in pain. I quickly try to cover it up before anyone notices but I'm too late. ""Tris....." Tobias says in a worried tone. I look down and he walks over to pull my sleeves up. Everyone lets out a gasp when they see my arms. I sniffle and look up to see everyone with worried faces. I quickly roll down my sleeves and walk into the living room. The gang follows me and we all sit down. "Is there anything you want to tell us?" Tobias asks. "I'm trying to overcome this, I was doing pretty good I was almost 2 months clean. But there are going to be days that I relapse and those days I just need ya'll to be there and let me figure out stuff." They all nod. "Ok, we can do that, but you need to let us know when you are having a day." Tobias tells me. "Okay, I can do that." I sigh and lean back against Tobias while grabbing the remote turning on Once upon a time. We watch 2 or 3 episodes before I fall asleep.
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Broken ( divergent high)
FanfictionMy name is Tris Prior I self- harm and am anorexic, I use to do drug. I did all of this just to feel relief from my abusive father Andrew. I don't bother calling him dad anymore he doesn't deserve it. He first started abusing me after my Mom and Bro...
