As long as you love me

The Funeral

It was the day of Mom's funeral. I was dressed in a simple black strapless dress that reached just above my knees with a small bow in the waist.

My mother died a week ago and the whole pack was devastated over the loss of their beta's mate and the Luna's best friend.

Some cried, others were angry and some just stood their with emotionless expressions.

My brother just locked himself in a room all day and only opened his door for me, when he needed a shoulder to cry on.

He look terrible with red puffy eyes from crying and his lips and face was pale and the only emotions you could see in his eyes were pain and sadness. He hadn't been eating anything and had lost a lot of weight.

As for my father, he was worst than my brother. He would get angry every time someone would say her name or just said something that reminded him of her.

The drive to the funeral was an hour long and there was a thick air of tension in the car with my father, my brother and me I it. There was an uncomfortable silence as we drove there.

"We are gathered here today to celebrate the life of a wonderful friend, mother and wife Mrs. Emily Black..."after that sentence I just blocked everything and everyone out, thinking about all the good things my mother and I used to do and went through together.

She was my best friend, and when she died i felt like something inside of me left with her.

It was my turn to say something say something about my mother. I decided that I would write anything, instead I would say something coming from my heart since it would be the last word from me that she would be taking with her.

"My mother was a very great person. She was my best friend and the best mother any child could ask for. She would do all the good things a good mother is supposed to.
Sure we had our ups and downs but I still loved her and I'm sure that she loved me. One time I asked her why do the good people always die first? She said that God chooses all his angels too come and live with him in heaven so that they won't have to suffer on earth. I guess that she was right. That night I lost the most important person to me, I felt the most unbearable pain a thirteen year old could feel. As my last words for now I wanna say 'I love you mom and I wish that you was still here with me.'"

By the end of my speech the whole crowd as well as myself had tears in their eyes. I went to take my sit by my brother and layed on his shoulder crying.

Silent tears were falling down his face. The funeral ceremony ended and it was time for me to sing my song. I sang the no rap version of see you again by Charlie Puth.

At home during lunch, no one spoke. Later that day that whole air was tense and the pack house wasn't as cheerful and noisy like how it used to be. My father hasn't spoken a word to anyone of us since the accident.
 

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"Life is too short to worry about what others say or think of you. Have fun and give them something to talk about."

Short chapter I know but it was really difficult writing this.....But anyway I just hope anyone reading this will like it and... uhh yeah that's it.

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