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Yn POV

Being alone is the only way I can survive because it seem as though every time I'm with somebody. They get hurt. I had to fight to get where I am today and nobody I mean NOBODY can change that for me. Living in the Atlanta will teach you everything about being an up incoming artist. You have to prove everything in your will power and since I'm an up incoming rapper and female rapper to be exact I have to work twice as hard. The thing is about being in this rap game is getting the equipment and the studio time. I sneak in at nights to produce raps and leave out the window. I have to make a living some way or another.  "Yn? Wake up." Said my mother Theresa. Oh did I mention that I'm 20 and still living with my parent's house. I groaned and got out of bed, and stretch. "I told you plenty of times to not wake me up?!" with fury in my voice. "Well you can't sleep the day away if you want to become a rapper. Why couldn't you just be a normal girl and go to college and get a degree in fashion." I rolled my eyes and sat on my bed. "Because this is my passion! I don't want to be like everyone else mom. I just don't I want to." She sighed and shook her head. "Well you know we don't have long in this place we have a week till we get evicted so please get some money. I will always love you." she walk out the door while I contemplating about this money.

Diggy POV

"Take you to Barney's see the garments that ain't dropped in the back get you whatever you want and put a smile on your face show you that penthouse view-" I told the producer to cut the music. "I ain't feeling this. Can we finish it tomorrow?" I said while taking the headphones off. "You were doing well what is the problem?" said the producer. I walked out the studio and sat on the couch in there. "I just not feeling it for real." He look at me "There is something I want you to listen."  "I ain't listening to shit man I just want to go home." He turned the track on and everything blew my mind.

"Hey B, Why you acting like a stranger?

I remember when I used to be your favorite

We used to talk for hours, up at the latest

Its funny how things changed, I know I hate it

But I guess we can't escape it, that's life and we both gotta face it

Alright, well I'll smile just to fake it but tonight

Imma tell you how you made me

See I can't ever move on

Cause when I'm with him I think of you, it feels wrong

I never been the type to sing these stupid love songs

But now ever song that come on, I sing along

Cause I'm angry and I'm hurt

See I thought you were the best but you got me feeling worse

I feel it in my chest when I'm tryna find the words

I'm looking at the rest but I always put you first

And that's the shit that make me mad

Cause it's given you the nerve

To think you better, running with them bitches

Saying that you fed up

Forgetting all those times you were down

I kept your head up

Forgetting about the lives that we always said we'd set up

But I'm straight, you know

I got plenty boys hittin my line

And when you ask me how I'm doing Ima always say fine

Cause I'ma G you know

I'll keep a straight face

Why give you the satisfaction?

Put you back in your place

But I hate you, I hate you, I hate you so much

Like when I think about you I feel sick in my gut

You pushed me to the point where I will never know love

Cause every boy I meet now I know I will never trust

I wish I never gave a fuck

I wish I never let you in

Cause now I hate the way I think

I shoulda kept you as a friend

But meanwhile, all your homies tryna know me

See you thinking you were good cause you broke me

Now you tryna claim dibs like you own me

Tryna meet, tryna text, tryna phone me

What's wrong? Oh now you feeling lonely

I brushed you off and now you tryna hold me

But Imma tell you exactly what I know B

Karma's a bitch, I guess you should've loved the old me... Oh shit is that someone fuck! Turn it off"

I was sitting there just astonished who ever that is got some nice ass bars better than mine. "So what was you going to say?" he smirked at me. "Who is that? Do you know?" I got up and went to where he was. "No I came in while they were leaving out the window." I got up and went back into the booth. " Lets finish this track."

Well I put my other story on hold to write this story lol which was the only way I won't have writer's block and I hope you enjoy this one ! Vote and comment if you please (: Ps. I found that rap online somewhere so credit to them !