Two Up

VIII

Yn POV
While I closed the door to Diggy room I looked at him sucking his fingers. I rolled my eyes " Nasty ass." I mumbled and walk with Char. " Well Goodnight Russy." Me and Char said in unison. He kissed Char cheek and walked to his room. I continue walking to our room and I went into the bathroom to shower I undress and got under the shower. I can't believe I'm dating Diggy! I hope it doesn't ruin anything between our business relationship. You never supposed to mix business with pleasure but if he can please me like he just did we might just have to. I got out the shower and turned the water off and wrapped myself in a towel. I got out the bathroom to be startled. " Bitch really have to give me a heart attack" I grabbed my chest. " My bad but you was kind of loud earlier just wanna make sure your ass wasn't doing anything else in the shower." She smirked and I rolled my eyes. " Whatever I wasn't that loud." I kept walking towards the dresser to get my bra and panties and my tank and sponge bob pants. " Keep going don't stop." She mocked me. I dropped the towel and right when I did that Diggy burst through the door. We both screamed " What the hell ! Really nigga?!" Char said while picking up the towel and wrap it around me. " I didn't mean to intrude but I was wondering if Yn can stay in my room so her mom and You have this room so tomorrow we won't wake you all up." Diggy said nervously. " Y'all probably still gonna wake us up because Yn is loud as hell!!" I dropped the towel and put my clothes on. " I'm tired so sure but no funny business or I will cut it off." I say while walking to Diggy's room. I noticed he changed the sheets. I plopped down on the bed. " So I'm in here now I can sleep." I wrapped the covers over me. " So can I get to know you now." He said while getting under the covers with me. "Sure." I said tiresome. " What is the one secret that nobody Other than your mom and Char don't know?" He said while spooning me. " I had a son--" I dozed off into a sweet slumber. " What?!" He whispered loudly.

Diggy POV
Did she just say what I think she said She has a son?!! When my parents find out this shit I can't produce her I can't do shit I should have left her in Atlanta I swear I always get the fucked up ones I swear. I have to sleep on that note. I closed my eyes and fell asleep.

~ Next Morning

I smelled this divine scent like pancakes, eggs and bacon. I woken up and seen it was a tray sitting next to me with some orange juice also. " Good morning Diggy." I look at Yn and I would never tell she has a kid no stretch marks, no stretched out pussy no nothing I should confront her. " Do you remember what you told me before you fell asleep?" I said while sitting up. " yeah I had a son ? Why?" She said look at me curiously. " You just saying like that is normal it is but like what happened to him?" I said while eating the eggs. I seen in her face that it hit a nerve. I grabbed her hand and graze my thumb over her hand. " I had him at 15 probably wondering why me and my ex at the time thought we was ready and boom I got pregnant and he went MIA and I was pissed I told Char first then I told my mom. I had him and named him Zaye by then I fully aware that this is my child and I would protect him. When he turned 3-" She started crying I move the tray and hugged her " you don't have to tell me the rest." She wiped the tears away. " We got into an accident and the drunk driver rammed into us and killed him on impact. I just wanted to die he was my everything; when I looked in the back seat and saw his lifeless body I just got the courage and took him out the seat and held him before I passed out. He is the true reason behind I rap he always my little boy and I will never forget him." She looked up to the ceiling and smiled. " So lets go to the studio." I said with confidence. I got out the bed and went to shower. Right when I got in the shower I saw a little frame stand there. I peeked to see Miley. " Mommy and Daddy want you when you come out." I nodded my head and continue washing myself till the water got cold. I turned it off and wrapped the towel around my waist. I walked out the bathroom and into my closet. " Yn are you still in here?" I said while pulling out some loose fitted sports pants, a black tee, aJosephus Thimister leather jacket and black and green Pierre Hardy sneakers ( its the outfit he wore for BET Awards 2012). I looked behind me to see Yn already change into a half shirt that says Geek, a cream shirt under it and some black skinnys with some Retro 7 on. "Damn ma you got swag." I licked my lips and pulled her close to me. " Mr. Simmons we have 8 minutes to we get to the studio so please hurry up." She licked her lips and grabbed my dick through the towel. I groan" You gonna pay for that." I mumbled while she let go and walked out the room. " Well hurry up!" I rolled my eyes and change my clothes. I got my phone and condoms just in case. I ran downstairs to get stopped at the bottom. " So are we going to talk about what happen yesterday." My mom said while looking at me. "After I come back from the studio but not now." I walked around her and grabbed Yn hand and went downstairs to the studio." Wait you had a studio downstairs?!" she said astonish. I chuckled and sat in the chair while she went into the booth. I turn the controls on. " Just tell me when your ready I'm going to give you a beat and just follow through okay?" She nodded her head and put the headphones on. I saw her close her eyes and that's when I knew she had it. I gave her the Instrumental that I been work on. "

" RIP to those who committed suicide
And to those who've attempted
This is for you

I am a person of survival
But growing up, that was not really my title
A dead soul who was screaming for revival
A young girl who became suicidal
I felt the hits and the kicks of society
Probably the reason why I suffer from anxiety
I was never in the form of perfection
So I became the best example of neglection
They called me names from fat bitch to trash
To other shit I won't say, it's that bad
They called me up and would always need back up
Call me a slut and say my family was jacked up
Death threats every time I logged in
Always on some other shit, damn here we go again
I was already alone, now I am looking for a friend
Got no friends so here I am wishing it would end
And it didn't, it never did, was always something
Every time I felt good, they would remind me I was nothing
Every time that I was down they couldn't help themselves but kick me
It tore me a fucking part, took all the fight I had left in me
I had enough, I was so fucking done
I couldn't face all the drama so I decided to run
But you can't run forever, eventually you'll get tired
So I just stared at the rope, wishing my life would expire
I mean fuck it, if I am really nothing
Then nobody would stop me from taking that rope and jumping
So I took it, tied it around my little throat and proceeded to jump
When my mom bust in the door, I didn't know what to do, I didn't know what to say
I saw the tears in her eyes, I felt the pain go away
How could I be so selfish, how could I think I am nothing?
When the person who gave me life obviously thought I was something
Now I pray, pray for the people who never saw the light
Pray for the people who still cry at night
And those people will think of my words like protection
Think of them as the light when you fight depression
Cos I know what it's like, I been there before
But for every close room, I'm here to open a door, I'm here to open a door "

By the time she was finished I had tears running down my face and she was crying also. I heard a bunch of sobbing behind me. I turned around and saw my family and her Mom and Char crying. " Wow, I can't believe she felt that way." said her mom . I got up from my controls and hugged Theresa. " Mom I'm Sorry." Yn ran up to her to be pushed away. " So if I didn't open that door you would have been dead?" Her mom said with tears brimming her eyes. She just looked down and nodded. " You know what its sad that I tried to save your life I should have let it happen." I heard Yn bawl her eyes. I just look at her mom. " Wait are you serious going to talk about your daughter after she went through a rough time when she was younger? I can't believe you would say something like that to your ONLY DAUGHTER! Like what is wrong with you. I can't believe that you just heard her talk about her Suicidal thoughts and you just going to fucking put her down." I grabbed Yn's Hand and pulled her into a hug. " Can y'all leave us alone." I sighed. Everyone left except Char. " Can I talk to Yn?" I nodded and left the room.

Zaye is in the MM and The rap YN Did also =^.^=