Two Up

VIIII

Yn POV
I watched as Diggy went up the stairs and I looked at Char. " Bitch you can't be sobbing you have to be strong look how far we made it you can't let her dictate what you do now you are grown you had a kid at 15! Bitch you beat all odds we been hustling together don't forget that because Zaye wouldn't want you crying over what? That bitch up there naw sweetie you made it here and guess what? You can prove anyone wrong because you are Yn Mother fucking YLN okay? So cheer the hell up okay?" She kisses my cheek and pulled me into a hug. " you know I love you right so come on Bambi." I laughed at the nickname she gave me. " Alright girl let me help you with the next song without crying." She walked me to the booth. " Now this time rap/sing what comes to mind and just roll from there okay?" I put the headphone into my head and nodded. She walked away from me and walk to the controls. " I'm ready when you are." I took a deep breathe and heard her play the instrumental of Bobby $hmurda - Hot Niggas. I took in a breathe and look at the tattoo of Zaye name on my wrist. " All I do is dream big

Small but I'm a be Big
I'm a be notorious so all I ever see is B.I.G
I don't wanna die yet so I don't wanna see Big L
2 packed (2 Pacced) in here even though the scenes big
I have a dream like Martin Luthur King did
Even though I hardly go to sleep to know what sleep is
I remember when my dreams were shattered into pieces
I had to go back to the drawing board and call some meetings
And then it started happening
Of course it was my management
I had to cut her off cus she was dumb like a mannequin
Made me miss my chance of getting signed so I was panicking
But now I guarantee that won't run - Marathon
Damn it was embarrassing I started acting arrogant
I thought my dream was DEAD, thought I needed an ambulance
But now my dreams alive and I'm on top like I'm balancing
If they ever seen what my bank balance said?
L YEAH!!!
Figure it out
All I ever see is me like my mirror was out
They're sleeping on Lesh so I'll just pillow them down
And put that mattress back to the back
Whilst I get back to the money in my bank
Whilst I get back to the money in my hand
Ready to attack I'm a bully with a bang
They wanna Label me I took it in advance
I'm a Mom for them I'm becoming like a Dad
I'm confident but I'm gonna be advanced
This game is a race and I won it cus I'm fast
Had shows in Sweden already been Milan
I'll soon be in Japan already been in Dam, Damn!
No energy to enemies with jealousy
Tryna make a meal I'm not tryna give you my recipe
Giving you the best of me tryna take my integrity
They're useless who are you to us (uterus) - Hysterectomy
I'm the future, they're moving like some fugitives
These rappers rather shoot at people I'd rather shoot a vid
And put it on the internet and gain a couple views from it
So don't act up and make a scene - Movie clip
PEW! Moving quick running fast like it's the feds
Cus I can see some blue and red
Like Crips and Bloods - Blue and Red
So I'm shouting "F The World!" excuse my manners it's Tourettes
Now they see I'm balling so all they can do is intercept
I'm making doh I'm making bread I'm calling it baguettes
Houston we have a problem, like Whitney's death
Got a couple G's from selling Units call me 50 Cent
It was all a dream like Biggy Said! "

I smiled and took the headphones off. " Girl that was so good! What are you going to name it ?" Char said while opening the door for me. " Umm probably Chase Dreams." I said while sitting down. " So how you feeling dating Russy." I smirked at Char while she blushed. " Bitch how you know?" She said while siting in my lap. " Because He puts everything on Instagram and twitter you truly don't follow the boy back." I giggled while pulling up my Instagram. I haven't been on here in a while I looked at my followers and noticed that they increased tremendously went from 5,000 followers to 237.6k like damn!! Then I noticed I was tagged in a few of Diggy post just five minutes ago.  I rolled my eyes. " I hope you don't get heartbroken girl because if you do it ain't gonna be a pretty sight between me and him because I don't play when  it come to my baby." Char started cracking her knuckles while I started laughing. " girl you know damn well if I get heartbroken everything I mean everything is going down with me." I flipped my hair. " Bitch why didn't you tell me you had back dimples and got them pierced." I got up and made my way upstairs to be pushed against a wall. " What the hell?!" I looked to see who it was. " Well hi?" I said while looking at this chocolate man in front of me while he pinned my arms above me. " Names Jojo but you can call me daddy." He smirked at me. I rolled my eyes and kicked him in the balls but he didn't move one bit " Names taken and can you get off of me!" I said while squirming in his grip. " Sorry can't do that sweetie  once I see what I want it's mine." He tighten his grip on me and I knew I was getting bruised. Before I could say anything I saw Jojo in the floor and Diggy hold me tight. " I'm sorry." He whispered in my ear. I just stood there and let the tears roam down my face. Why me.