Two Up

XI

*slight trigger chapter *
Yn POV
I saw the veins show in Diggy arm and it turned me on. " Are you listening?!" He said while grabbing my phone and throwing it to God knows. " Yes but you didn't have to do that!!" I sat up on the bed " So if we going to work out you have to cut of Blake like now !" He grabbed my face. I pushed him away " I don't care I can't just stop talking to him I known him longer and we had Zaye together!!" I got off the bed and wiped off the make up. " Did you forget that Zaye is dead?! He ain't coming back alright? So it's no point of trying to drag him and Zaye on!" Diggy said while looking furious. I turned around and slap him " don't you ever talk bad about Zaye ever in your damn life ! He was my son and only! So get out just get the fuck out!" I pushed him out the room. I locked the door and slid down the door and cried. I knew I shouldn't have told him. If I knew he was going to throw Zaye name in my face I could have stayed in Atlanta with that bullshit. I looked at my wrist and just traced the tattoo and then I looked at my other wrist and saw the scars on my other wrist I traced it I remember when I used to get drunk so I won't feel the blade cascade over my wrist it was like  I was painting a portrait on my arm. I didn't even notice I was in the bathroom with a blade to my wrist I looked up in the mirror and saw someone who just didn't want to be here and I meant it before I could start cutting I saw Zaye in the mirror looking sad with tears on his face. I wiped my eyes to see if I was hallucinating but I wasn't. " mommy don't please." He grabbed the blade and he cut his hand. " No no give it back please don't leave me please." I grabbed the blade back and threw it in the trash and grabbed Zaye and hugged him " He didn't mean it mommy he truly loves you I have to go love you." He kissed my cheek and disappeared. I landed on my knees and balled my eyes out I cried and cried till I couldn't cry anymore. I saw that my wrist was bleeding slightly from pressing the blade against my skin. I got up and put a band-aid on it and washed my face. I got out the bathroom and heard soft whimpering at my door. " Please Yn don't do this. I'm sorry I just don't want to lose you I lost too many people in my past and you are my future please just let me in ma." He cried into the door. I unlocked the door and engulfed myself into his shirt and cried and inhale his scent.

~ Next Day

Diggy POV
I laid in the bed with Yn just caressing her while she is sleeping I  thought about what I said to get saying rude nonsense things about Zaye when I didn't even know him and I used him as leverage for what just to hurt her and to protect me ? I look at her wrist and saw Zaye name. I'm sorry Zaye I hope you don't hate me I love your mom more than anything I hope you understand that. I got out the bed and stretch and went into my room to be stopped with a gift at my door.
To my beloved 💋
I looked in the hallway to see nobody and I picked up my present and went into my room. I opened the present to see it was these shoes I wanted in Japan I was astonished but who got me these ? I saw a note at the bottom. Thanks for everything you are a great person and I won't ever regret meeting you that day. I hope you can forgive me for how I've been acting. Love you Daniel 💋
I still don't know who it is it but these shoes are A1. I put them in the closet. " We need to talk Diggy." I turned around to see Ms.Theresa. I rolled my eyes I waved my hands to processed on talking. " I don't want you dating my daughter." I turned around and just looked at this creature of the night. " Excuse me?" I said with my arms across my chest. " I feel as you can't give what she needs." She said. " How  can you say some shit like that excuse me but how can you say what she doesn't need when I know damn well she want this dick and plus more if you feel as though I'm not suitable for her tell her that oh wait you don't care about her so just get out of my parents house but you know what I'm going to move out and take your daughter with me." I walked around her and went to the door. " you can get out my room thank you." I pointed out my door and watched her leave. " I'm going to get Blake here and we will see if she wants you now." I closed the door in her face. If we gonna play this game we will play.