Emotions

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Today was Sunday and I had to sing in church. I got up bright and early and started practicing in my home. I got in the shower and she proceeded to getting dressed. Armana wore a black dress pants with a peplum lace black top. She Alao put on her black Louis Vuitton red bottoms. Her hair was put in a low bun and she had a bit of red lipstick. I put on my silver hoops so it can bring out my face.

START PLAYING SONG NOW 👌

Pastor put on a good sermon today about forgiveness and forgetting. I listened closely and was about to tear up because it was so powerful. Then our song started playing I got up to sing my solo. Emotions - By destiny child. The audience was in tears while I was singing  because my voice is so powerful I'm very talented I just don't show it off.

After church----


I went to IHOP and got be a newyork cheese cake pancakes and took it home.
I ate in silence as I thought of a friendship I had to end. Well let me tell ya the story. So we were bestfreinds basically feeling each other but I didn't know he liked me. I was so stupid because the hints were right there. He would call be baby girl we would FaceTime all the time vamp together. But I was so dumb, a girl came in the picture I was so lost becusse she just piped up out of no where like what the hell. He stopped calling me baby girl and shit I got mad. She would give me dirty looks and I would talk shit about her with another girl that didn't like her too my freind jayla. So one day he didn't come to school and I texted him does he want me to come over bc he wasn't feelings well and he said his girl was coming over and I was like you know what nvm I don't wanna go. Becusse previous we were going to chill again but he brought her so I walked away looking stupid. I had a dream I whooped her ass and I told him. He was talking shit to me about my friend jay so I went and got petty and told her. Long story short were not talking anymore he told me to smd... And told me I was fake. But how you going to chose that girl over me who don't even want to be seen with you and who came out of no where and ruined what we had. But I'm trying this new thing called now giving a fuck and my heart don't hurt my feelings don't hurt my body don't hurt and my mind don't hurt. I'm learning how to love myself and I needed my thug to do that but fuck it he will be back..
Tears started to form in my eyes then I stopped and realized who the fuck I am crying over a nigga like that.

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