A Thugs Love (URBAN)

I Won't Hold You Down

Armana P.ov

Beep Beep Beep

I hear as my alarm went off.
Why the fuck did I set an alarm it's summer what the hell 😂.

I got up and went to my shower I grabbed my hygiene items. Such as my tooth brush. My towel and my suave peach body wash.

I went to the bathroom and got ready after taking a 30 min shower .

Ion about yall but my water must be hot as fucking hell.

Anyway after getting out the shower I went I wrapped my towel and went back to my room.

I took my phone off the charger and looked thru my news feed.

I got a message who the hell is this I said I ain't even bother looking.

So I'm on Instagram and I see everyone posting pictures of rashad.

#FreeShad #FreeTheHomieShad

& I'm over like bih wha ?

So the first thing I do is call his mother like miss . Charles Rashad got locked up?

Phone convo

* Hey miss Charles It's armana How are you ?

*Hey baby I'm good how are you ?

*GOOD Can't Complain anway I'm calling to ask you something .

*OK WELL what is it girl ?

*is your son rashad locked up i asked with kinda of a attitude but I ain't mean it.

*yup she said

*Oh ok I'll come by to check on you later miss Charles.

*see ya sweetie.

I was kind of hurt and offended because was she ever going to give me a call and tell me that he got incarcerated? Like damn

But I decided not to sweat and and keep going about my day.

I decided against posting a picture of us because I don't have time to argue with a bum bitch over this boy .

8:00 evening

I was in deep thought . I haven't heard from koolio all day ! Where could he be ? Not my nigga so I can't be mad

I don't know how long he has in that jail. And I'm a teenager so I'm not going to hold him down I have to live my life.

I just figured that I couldn't be his ride or die . I can't. I wasn't suited to live that lifestyle it want me at all.

If my parents found out that I was holding someone down in jail they would kill me.

I can't I just cannot .

ARMANA GET YOUR ASS DOWN HERE I heard my daddy yell

Why the fuck , wait who the fuck he thinks he is taking to that's number one.

I went down stairs YES ? I yelled back

What is this I hear you're going to be a ride or die chick while your boyfriend is in jail what's this mess.

I refuse to let you make me and your mother look bad . Do you see all we have worked for. How do you think we drive the foreign and shit .

Daddy what are you talking about I Yelled . First of all I'm not making you look bad

WHO THE FUCK YOU YELLING AT ARMANA my mother yelled at me.

DO YOU KNOW WHAT THE FUCK HE DID ? DO YOU KNOW ? She shouted.

No can you tell me I said and rolled my eyes.

HE FUCKING TRIED TO KILL YOUR FATHER MAIN WORKERS KOOLIO do you know what your father would do to Rashad when he gets related if he do.

Oh shit my heart dropped to the ground . I couldn't even get a word out my mouth .

Armana baby are you ok ? Baby girl ?
My mom said once she read the expression on my face.

no mama Koolio is my best freind !
I was Finna get close with him. He cool and nice to me. I'm just shocked rashad would even cross the line like that. I exclaimed to my parents.

I'm breaking up with him I then said . They looked shocked. I can't be with someone who tried to kill someone . Two years of nothing . Thrown down the drain . That's it I'm done.

Sorry mama and daddy for disappointing you. It won't happen again.

Baby girl who said you disappointed us ? You haven't you just learning we love you ok.

I love yall too and we joined in a group hug . Just like old times. I smiled and just embraced the moment.

A few hours later around 11:00

STILL IN ARMANA POV

I woke up after crying myself to sleep and decided to go see my best freind. The whole ride to the hospital was guilt all in me.

Why would he do that ?

Did he see us together ?

Did he read our messages ?

All these thoughts ran though my head and I begin to become angry .

Jealous son of a bitch I said.

I got to the hospital and they had the nerve to make me pay 8:00 for parking.

I went to the front desk and surprisingly it wasn't a ghetto lady . Who pops her gum and a nasty attitude .

She asked who I am looking for and I forgot what koolio real name was for a second. (COMMENT HIS REAL NAME FOR A SHOUT OUT) but she directed me to his room....

He is in a Coma she said to me with hurt eyes. Sorry she said.

He can still hear everything she explained to me.

Thank you I said with a half smile and with that she left the room.

I went to his bed side.

Koolio Oh koolio. You in a coma best friend 💔. I know who did this to you and surely they will pay.

And to think I called the son of a bitch my boy Freind I ranted to him like he was awake.

You probably don't want to hear this right now. But I have a tiny Itty bitty crush on you ok.

But you can't tell anyone I said as a tear dropped down my face.

I don't want to see you in this bed it hurts.

And no doubt if I could take your place I would I swear I would to everything I love.

I love you koolio I really do.

Can't wait for you to get up out of here so I can take care of you.

I wanted to be petty so I took a picture of his hand in mine and posted it on Facebook and instagram like #IllHoldHimDown #FuckTheOtherNigga #KoolioToTheEnd . And after I posted that the likes and the hate comments came in.

MissFakeRiri - @jaylababy Isn't this your nigga sis ?

Jaylababy - @missfakeriri yeah girl sure is . I'll throw it back for him sis.

Miss Real mana - @missfakeriri & @jaylababy. Who are yall wait I don't know yall BLOCKED .

bitches always got something to say about me and my post fuck them.

All I'm going to say is I'm going to be here for koolio until he wakes up and we make shit official.

Fuck rashad how dare you try to kill someone. Pussy must have been intimidated.

I fell asleep in the bed with koolio and the nurse walked in.

Excuse me miss ? She said !

Oh shit hey sorry it's time for me to go right?

Yeah sorry get home safe.

Same you too I said