A Thugs Love (URBAN)

summer!!

Armana

Picture of armana and koolio to the side

It's 1:00 damn near two and I have no plans. Once again this summer is boring . The middle of July all I do is sleep.

Summer proves who your real Freinds are and so far I have no one.

I've been thinking. And I made a new Freind.

Koolio is his name. His is one of those blood boys. And I like him.

But to keep it simple I've named him my "best Freind" .

Rashad ? I guess where still together , I don't want to be in a relationship with him.

It's just not the same like two years ago when he , well I thought he taught me "real love".

I'm just not interested or happy and I don't have the balls to tell him.

Koolio is cute , fly , about his business and he cares about me.

I have yet to see him though we met off of social media . Lmaoo but not on no cat fish type shit .

Evrytime I talk to him it's like meeting the boy version of me.

Like I always wanted to meet the boy version of me and he is that.

I want to go odee places with him and enjoy my last month of summer in fun. While it lasts.

Since I kinda want to fall back from rashad. I'm texting him less and less everyday.

Eventually I will be single and try to talk more and more to koolio.

Koolio is Brownskin 6'0 and I'm 4'10 so that perfect. He has a killer smile and can dress like a gawd.

It's just something about him that turns me on yo.

But I'm trying to keep it strictly best Freind!!!! It's not working.

The feelings that I'm starting to develop should not be here

I catch feelings to quickly and I fall too hard.

So Instead of staying in bed all day , I went to my closest item of clothing and found something to go with it.

I grabbed my soap and wash items and headed to my bathroom.

After that I got my brush water and gel and did my hair.

I grabbed my olive oil edge control and did my edges.

I then put on my viva la juicy and sprayed everywhere but my neck.

Hey! You never know if you going to get neck kisses don't want to taste like perfume.

I went to my hidden shoe boxes grabbed a 100$ and put it in my over sized louis vuitton bag.

When I was satisfied with my look I went to my large mirror and looked over myself.

I wasn't satisfied.

So I went in my jewelry box put on some earrings. And my name plate that read Armana.

I went over and examined my outfit one more time. I was wearing white shorts with a black crop top and my all white af1 .

Looking like a bad bih I said to myself.

I went to my patio and just sat there for a couple minutes. Got bored and then went and called my weed man.

He came and dropped me off 40$ worth a weed.

I started making snaps to keep myself entertained.

I realized I was home alone and I instantly got sad. I don't got a car and I got beef in my town so I'm not walking no where.

At all I'm to precious to get jumped and that's a fact

I scrolled down my time line and thought of koolio.

So I grabbed the balls to text him
I was so shy but idc

Koolio , wya Bestie 😙

Hey mana I'm around wassup bbyg

Well I'm super super bored and im.home alone I got weed and I'm dressed. So can we go to the movies?

Sure best !! I'm omw but wait what's your Addy?

I'ma meet you at north market and green Ave! You gonna see me I'm wearing black and white.

Kopy omw !

Yess I whispered to myself I was hype I had plans I went grabbed my keys locked up the house.

And started walking towards north market and green.

Today will be a good day I thought to myself.

I took a picture with koolio and posted and and instantly got so many likes and then the hate started coming in

I put the the caption "best Freind here " @the movies , dinner later.