Love & Desire

(8)Finally

N/A: This was sitting in my drafts so I thought to myself why not release it to the world 😭

Ambre Collins....
Desire laid down next to me as I played in her curly hair. All I ever think about is her, I can't even believe that she can be with someone like me. "Hey Bre, Can you make me dinner? I'm really hungry." Desire said as she turned to me and smiled. "Sure. I guess but I'm pretty sure you could of gotten it yourself." I said rolling me eyes and getting off of the bed. Why would Jaden ask you to keep Desire so long. I'm pretty sure that my mother will back soon and I don't want to get hit at least not in front of Desire. I opened the door and sighed. I went out of the door and walked straight to the kitchen. I looked on the couch but Amy wasn't there. Oh well that's a first.

I grabbed a foam plate and put Spanish Yellow Rice, Green beans and a Fried Pork Chop on the plate. I opened up the drawer and took out a fork. I put the fork on the plate and walked straight back into my room closing the door behind me using my foot. I gave the plate to Desire as I sat down on my bed. I grabbed my blue pillow and buried my face into it. I just sighed. You know your hurting on the inside why don't you just tell Desire. Even though you know she'll leave you. After, Everything you've guys been through I'm surprised she hasn't broken up with you. I sighed as all those thoughts filled my head all I could do was want to cry but I had to be strong. I begin to think as I heard Desire chew her food loudly as she did that day when we both came out to each other.............
*Flashback*
I began to twirl my hair as I looked at Desire. All the boys wanted her, she's so pretty. But, I want her too. I can't be gay though I don't want to, my parents would hate me. I saw her munching on her sandwich loudly, I was only a table away but it was very loud. Soon, Desire got up and started to walk in my direction. I got up out my seat and began to walk fast in the direction of the bathroom, assuming she wouldn't follow. I felt her hand touch my shoulder. "Hey, Ambre. I see how you look at me and I'm pretty sure you've felt me stare at you a couple of times." Desire said as she licked her lips while I faced her direction. To be honest I've never really seen her look at me maybe like twice. "Yeah I guess I mean people look at each other all the time just like how Xavier looks at you and all the other boys." I say backing up. Desire pushed me up against the wall and responded with "But I don't want any of those boys. I want you, I know you like me Bre. Don't you hide it, isn't that the reason you stopped hanging out with everyone when I'm around." Desire said moving in close before I knew it she was all in my face. She was close enough to kiss me. "I guess that is the reason,I stopped but I mean you don't have to act." I said as I closed my eyes and took a deep breath. "Oh, I'm not pretending." Desire said as she moved in and kissed me with our lips in total sync.........

I took my head out of the pillow and sighed even then I was foolish. I would've never thought of coming onto Desire, it was all her. A year ago, I didn't even compare to how I look now. I wore big thick glasses just because I liked them and I was always ashy. I looked at Desire to see she was done with her food and had already threw her plate in the garbage. I couldn't help but stare at her.
Desire Johnston.....

I turned around to see Ambre staring at me incredibly hard. "Um. Bre, Are you okay?" I said curious as I raised my eyebrow. "Yeah, Yeah. Just thinking." Ambre said as she turned to face the other way. I laid down on Ambre's bed. All I could do was think, about an hour ago I was a brain dead zombie getting raped and now I'm with my girlfriend talking to her as if nothing happened.

The door flung open only to see Ambre's Mom home early. "Honey I'm home and what is your friend doing here?" Ambre's Mother said as she looked at me with a mad look on her face. I really don't want Ambre to get in trouble, I mean I could if been home with Robin. "Mom your home quiet early but she's here because her brother asked if she could stay here for the week." Ambre said leaning off of her bed. "Ambre, then why are you guys both laid on your bed." Ambre's mother said to me as if it wasn't normal for friends to lay on other friends bed. I'm pretty sure people that aren't cuff to one another and are girls lay on the same bed sometimes. "This is a normal friend thing." I say to Ambre's Mother as she rolls her eyes. I decide to roll mines too since she want to be rude about it. She walked out of the room and slammed the door behind her.

"At least we know we can't have sex while she's back but we can kiss at least. I think this is a good time to tell you mother. Tomorrow during breakfast...I'll even make eggs, pancakes and turkey bacon." I say to Ambre with a gigantic smile on my face. "I don't know." Ambre says in a confused voice. I could tell that she didn't want to. I went on top of her and put my hands under her shirt. I just being to rub her boobs as I start to lay on top of her. "Baby, Please. You won't have to be so secretive about it." I say as I continue to rub her. "Ooooookayyy I'll talkkkk to herrrr in the morningggg." Ambre says trying not to moan or scream since her mother was in the house. I smiled and got from off of her. I laid back down in my original stop and turned towards the door.

Ambre snuggled behind me and held me by me waist. She began to whisper in my ear, "Your a little Bitch. You think you can just do that to get my answer and won't do anything in return. Well next time no one's here your getting it." I roll my eyes and take a deep breath. I guess I'm in for it now but I don't care as long as me and her can live without thinking about what her mother may say. But I know that her mother will tell her father but that's a whole other story.
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Well this chapter mainly focused on Ambre but it was good ig. It was also real short. 

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