Love & Desire

(5)The Way

Desire Johnston...

I laid up with one leg bent on top of Ambre and the other jus laid regularly on the bed. I held her close with the type of grip which let's her know I don't want her to leave my side. I can't remember much after that since I fell asleep right after.

I woke up with my body on top of hers and her hand in my underwear touching my bare butt. I smacked her face softly "Babe, your a nasty ass,you know that right?" I said to her but she was still sleep. She just muttered 'mmmm' which probably meant yes but I wouldn't know. I reached over to her phone. I laid my head back onto her chest with her hand still on my butt. I typed in her password which was 'Desire&Ambre' of course. I clicked on messaging and saw a text from someone I haven't seen ever before. As scrolled up I saw a whole conversation between them.

I got angry and decided to text the person. Haii. After, two seconds the person replied. Thristy ass nigga. So wassup. He responded. I decided to not even try. If Ambre sees she'll question my trust and that shit gets me so mad. I saw that it was 1 o'clock in the afternoon. I went to sleep so late since Ambre and I were having a little frenzy with 'Netflix and Chill'. I got up out the bed and put a big white t-shirt on from her dresser.

I walked out the door only to see Amy laid up in the couch with some boy. "Ummm..... Excuse me Miss. Whose that?" I said raising my eyebrow towards her. I began putting my hair up in messy pony tail as the boy also turned around at the same time Amy did. I decided to walk over to them. "Desire, He's my boyfriend and where the fuck are your clothes? Where's my sister?" Amy answered with attitude. "First off, Your lucky I even decided to put this big t-shirt on because I was thinking of coming out here like I did yesterday. Second, your sister is sleep and do she know about this?!"I said pointing at her and the boy laid up together. "Yes, she does and does your mother know what yall be doing in there. Matter of fact do yah father know because I almost couldn't sleep last night with all those screams." She said being fresh.

I turned my head and looked around to see who she was talking to because I knew damn well it wasn't me. "Okay just for the record it's not my fault your sister is a screamer." I said as I licked my lips and made a biting motion with my mouth making my teeth click. Her boyfriend looked at me up and down. "Wait, so your sister is actually gay and that's her girlfriend." The boy said to Amy. "Yes, Toni. Why would I lie about anything like that." Amy responded as she rolled her eyes. "Yes, I am gay. I prefer pussy not dick so don't look at me so weird I am human. Gosh!" I started to laugh at what I just said. I pulled of the big t-shirt and started to swing it around in the air as I walked back into Ambre's room.

"You Little Bitch!" Amy yelled as I slammed the door. Ambre popped up out of her sleep and said "Shut the fuck up. You little fucker!" I rolled my eyes and said "Bre, she was talking to me. Also she's out their laid up on the couch with her boyfriend." "Wait, Wait so you mean to tell me that you was out there in my living room in bra and pantie infront of boy. Bitch come here so I can beat your ass." I ran out of the room into the bathroom and slammed the door. She's going to beat my ass was all I could think as I banged the back of my head against the bathroom door.

Jaden Johnston......

I looked around the house. It's good that Desire isn't here, I love her but I just can't. I didn't have to hear her screams and her head banging up against the headboard of her bed. I feel bad that I can't help her. I've tried repeated times and have always failed.

I went into Kaelin's room. She was still laying on her bed naked. She's been naked since yesterday and still won't get dressed. "Jay can you tell me one thing. Why won't he have his way with me like he does with Desire?" Kaelin said turning over looking at me. I closed her door and said "Kaelin, what he does to Dee isn't good you shouldn't want that. He makes her cry and scream and he beats the living shit out of her." I start to clinch my hands into a fist. She began to cry "I don't care if it's wrong. I want to be loved I want to be used for sex. I don't care even if he doesn't love me I just want someone to love my body right!!!" I picked up some clothes from her floor and threw it onto her body and walked out of the room. I can't with her. I don't love her at all maybe in brother sister way but I mean she is type crazy.

"Jay, Jay, Jay can you just go and get me sum gud. The guys right outside waiting for you. Just give him this 50 dolla' bill and he'll give you as much as I need." My mother said. "Momma I can't. The doctor said you can't." I said as tears ran down my face. My father picked me up and tossed me into the wall. My body felt heavy all of a sudden after hitting the wall so hard. "BOY IF YOU DON'T GET YOUR MOTHER THAT SHIT I'LL BEAT THE LIVING SHiT OUTTA YOU." My father yelled at me. I picked myself up and the 50 dollar bill. I walked out of the apartment and went to the dealer. This wasn't the first time.

I shoke my head, just another memory of my old life. I grabbed my backpack and headed out of the house. I went to the bus stop and hopped on the bus. When I reached my destination I ran straight up to 'her' she sat at the round table. "Hey ma' what's up." I said trying to be happy for her. "Nothing much but I'm doing better. They said I'll be released next week maybe then I could take you back." She said in a weak but strong voice. You could see her baggy skin and wrinkles on her face she's too young for this, She's only 26."Ma' you don't got to take me. I'm at a really good home. I love it. I've been there for a long time." I said even though I was lying a bit.

My mother smiled then opened the palm of my hands. She put a folded piece of paper in my hand and closed my hand to make fist. "Read it when you get home." I waved bye and left the Rehab place. On the bus ride home I opened the paper. There was an address and it read 'Go Here' in my mother's slanted hand writing. I sighed, it's probably another Crack house that she wants me to receive her stuff from.
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Hope you enjoyed I just wanted to add in a little bit of Jaden's life. This basically what he does every weekend so while Kaelin and Desire do there thing Jaden is watching his mother die slowly. Also Jaden's Mother did have him at 16 that is how she is 26 do the math. All of the kids in the Johnston house are 16. Tune in next week for next update.

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