Love & Desire

(3)The Break Down

So this is takes place the week after so the next week, yes a whole week after.

"Hey guys." I say waving at my friends 'the kats'. They all wave back and say hi. I actually missed a few days of school last week after the Xavier thing. I didn't come for two days when I actually I should of came, that is the only time I could get away from Robin when I'm at school. I feel so bad betraying Ambre but he was there first but I've never loved him. Every day im not here, everytime it's a break or weekend, it's sex.

"Hey babes. You barely answered my texted and calls last week when you were absent." Ambre said as she sat down at the table. I sat on top of her and began to respond "Sorry, I've just been so busy. It's just like home before school but I always make time for you." I lied and smiled Ambre straight in the face. "Mmmmh'kay" Ambre said tilting her head back making her head hit the table. She is probably lacking attention. She's has probably been flirting with other girls or even talking to boys. I squeeze Ambre face to make her face and lips form into a fish face.

"Are you cheating on me? Just because I'm not here half the time don't mean that you have to mack on the side." I say as I jump off her lap and cross my arms. She pulls me back onto her lap and says "Calm down, Your over exaggerating. Your the one that helped me be who I am. You helped me when no one else would. Your my true first love." Ambre licks her lips and smiles. I begin to laugh. "Your right." I say and start to smile and lay back. She deserves more attention. She could be out doing other things but she's always taking care of me.

"Babe let's go walk the halls til class starts." Ambre says and I start to grin. Ooooh we are not going to roam the halls at all, it's like she reads my mind. I push her against the wall and begin to kiss her lips. In this relationship im the aggressive one. Ambre begins to tug on my lip. I break free from it and just laugh. "Come on we can't be doing this in the hallway." I say as I put my back against the hall and hold her hand so we're standing in front of each other. "Your such a baby Desire." Ambre started to say while giggling. "No I'm not you are. Your the one that still haven't told your parents that we go out or anything. But we stand by each other. Even though so many things go in my life you stand by me for what reason." I say to hear as I start to cry for no apparent reason. I cover my face with my hands. "Why, do you always bring that up." Ambre says pulling my hands down from my face.

"But there is so much you don't know about me. I hate it, I don't want to hide. I thought I could live like this but I can't." I broke from her and just ran. I left to the main office. I called Maya on the phone and told her to come pick me up. She came for me in about 15 minutes. I jumped in the car and I just continuously banged my head on the passenger seat head. "What's up hon." Maya says in an honest voice. "Nothing, I just can't anymore take me home." I say and with that we drove off.

Ambre Collins........

After Desire ran off like that I couldn't even stand myself to run after her. I hated the fact of it that I could express my feelings to her but not express my feelings to my parents about her. Everything I do they say it's wrong and I always get beat for it. Only the more reason I get scared. The only people that know this is Desire and Amy. I could never hid anything from Desire but yet she finds a way to hid something from me. Maybe that was her way of breaking up with me. All these thoughts rush through my head as go back to the table and sit down.

"Where's Desire, Bre?" Kelli says curiously. "I think she ran off to the office and went home again. She's hiding something from me and I really don't know what. I never hid anything from her since we came out to each other a year ago. She's my bestfriend and my girlfriend." I say wiping the tears that were about to come down from my eyes. "It's okay Bre, let it go maybe it was her way of breaking up with you. She's probably breaking away slowly." Mami said as the Bell rang which means it was time for me to leave since I had free period next then time to go home. I walked out of the building waving bye to the security guards. After, the bus ride home I went straight to my mother's room.

"Mom I have something to tell you." I said as I opened the door to her room. Only to find a note on the bed reading 'Ambre I went out so take care of your sister even though she's 15. But just take care I'll be back in a bout 5 days.' I sighed and but the paper back in her bed. All she ever does is leave. I ran into my room and slammed my body onto my bed. I took up my Gold Galaxy s6 and repeatedly called Desire. I clicked on 'Bae' repeatedly only to be ignored. I sighed at what she had done. At least if she answers she'll know what is really going on. I don't want us to have secerts. I might as well forget that it happened. I called Amy since I knew she was on her way home. "Hey Amy mom isn't home she'll be gone for 5 days so yeah." I said to her. I heard happiness in her voice when she responded with an "okay" with that she hung up. I decided to call Desire one last time.

Desire Johnston........

My phone rang over and over and the name beeped 'Baby' I just knew it was Ambre. But I wasn't able to answer to due to the fact that I was having sex with Robin again. Soon the thrust had stopped my whole bed was white. He had busted a nut then passed out. This wouldn't be the first time. I pushed his body off of me and got up out of the bed. I went straight into the bathroom and reshowered. I put on my Adidas sweatpants and a black v-neck shirt. I put on my 'Bleached Turquoise' 10s. I picked up my Black Galaxy s5 with a clear case on it and clicked the contact 'Babe' to call back Ambre. She answered immediately, before I could even say hi she said "Babe, My mother's gone. She'll be gone for 5 days, and I want you to come over." Ambre said before taking a huge deep breath after speaking so fast. "First off, HI and I'll be there in a few minutes . I'm sorry bout' that shit from earlier." I responded quickly and then I hung up.

I picked up my duffel bag that read 'A bunch of Shit I Basically I Can't Live Without' from Shop Jeen. I stuffed all the clothes that I'd thrown on the floor knowing that I haven't worn it yet. I zipped up the bag and opened my room door. "Guys I'll be spending the night at my friends for a few days." I yelled out to everyone in the house. Just like that they all yelled back yes simultaneously and I walked out the house slamming the door behind me.
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Hope you enjoyed added a little bit of Ambre point of view.

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