Is This Incest?

Chapter 8~Saying Goodbye

*Martini POV*

We pulled into my drive way and Ryan's car was in the driveway. Both he and Steve were driving him to the airport. I I gave hum a hug before we went in and he get attacted my everyone else. 

"I love you. You just don't know how how much I love you." He said kissing my forhead and letting me go. He grabbed my hand and walked up to the door.

"Trey." My mom said hugging him crying. I could see how hurt she is. It's going to be hard to send him off. I looked around and everyone was crying including Ryan, who was holding Felice like she was the one leaving. I felt arms grab me and I looked over to see Trey. I hugged him tight and then he let me go.

"I love you and I WILL be back." He said and I nodded my head. My tears are now falling uncontrolablely. 

"I love you Trey." I said he walked out the door. I felt dead inside and I just wanted to scream so I did. Once I was done with my 'little breakdown', my mom and Felice were looking at me, "I'm tired." I said making my way upstairs. I laid across my bed and yelled out again and cried in my hand. 

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"When is he coming back?" I asked my mom the tears running down my face again. This was the feeling of heart break as she said. I felt like someone was stomping on my heart just continously stomping and spitting all over my emotions.

"Not sure yet sweetheart." My mom said wiping away tears. I nodded my head and laid across my bed. I loved him, and he was taken away to be killed.

"Are you okay." Lice asked when my mom left the room. My stomach began to turn and I felt nausiated. I jumped up and headed towards my bathroom and threw up. Felice stood in the door wide eyed.

"What?" I asked and she looked at me in a your-not-fooling-me type of way.

"Your pregnant." I looked at her as if she'd lost her mind

"The hell is wrong with you." I asked and she looked at me oddly.

"I know your pregnant, the nuseas." She said pointing one finger

"Or I'm just sick." I said matter-factly.

"The emotions." She said holding out another finger

"Uhm... my boyfriend/brother just left to the military how would you fell." I said and she pushed the taught away.

"Maybe your right." She said siting on my bed, "I just feel so lonely, being pregnant." 

"Why you have Ryan." I said and she looked at me innocently. Like a little kid with big eyes, you know. 

"He can get annoying and his temper is bad." She wispered as if he was somewhere around us.

"Why are you whispering and what do you mean." I asked and she looked at me and rolled her eyes.

"Nothing." She said forcing a smile on her face then changed to subject, "It's just sad Trey couldn't be here for Hannah's funeral." She said and I wantd to cry again

"Isn't it this Saturday" I said fighting the tears.

"Yeah I just can't bear to see her mom though." She said playing in her hair.

"Yeah same here." I said. What Felice said was starting to bother me. I did have sex with Trey and we didn't use protection. I could easily be pregnant but I'm on my period so it's impossible(no i didn't do it on my period). 

"Are you okay." Felice asked looking at me 

"Uhmm.. yeah. I'm fine." I said faking a smile

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