Is This Incest?

Epolouge

Well I can say this has been one hell of a journey with this story, which was started May 10, 2013. I have changed so much with this story and I just can't believe how this story made it. I'm getting all deep and shit, but hey. Happy mother *sniff* fricking *Sniff* reading *Blows nose on tissue* 

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~5 years~

I looked out at the crowd of people supporting us. I looked out to Martini as she smiled up at us. She couldn't be my bride's maid sadly, because her new baby bump is prohibiting her from fitting into her bride's maid dress. She held Kevin and Talia's fragile hands with all of her love. She gave me a smile as she cought my eyes. 

I stood in my wedding dress looking out to all the people who was supporting us, which so happened to be more so my family, and Ryan's dad. His mom still, after 3 years, wasn't ready to except us and our son. Why, I will never know why. And I really don't care, Ryan is who I want to spend the rest of my life with. And no one will change that. He is supportive of me. He even incouraged me to finish school, which I will be doing soon.  

"I love you Felice Sanchez. And I always will, everytime I look into those gorgeous eyes." Ryan said finishing off his vows. Everyone was near tears as he looked down at me, a smile spread across his face. A smile I hope to see on his face everyday, for the rest of my life. 

"I love you too." I said and the family surrounding us erupted into a bunch of awes and ooos. I giggled under his gaze. I  perceeded to say my vows as the crowd listened at me. I gazed into his eyes and let myself get lost in them as I spoke. It seemed as if the world had gone still and it was only us in the world. Just us two and only us. 

"You may kiss your bride." Pulled me from my trance and Ryan pulled me close, kissing me slowly. I loved this man so much, we may be marrying young but we were ready to take on life together. I was ready to expand our family with more kids, planned this time. 

Saying that Kevin had changed our life was an understatement. He had made our life a wonderful one to live and I wouldn't change my life after, or even before him, ever. He is a perfect addition into his world. He changed us both, before him I was careless, ever reckless to say the least. But holding my baby, even before he entered the world, changed my heart, and I loved him. And Ryan was even worse than I was, sleeping with randowm girls, but Kevin chnaged that too. He became a father, like he should have.  

We stood in front of everyone smiling, as they threw celebratory rice at us, just a little something from his side of the family. 

I wasn't planning to have a new baby anytime soon. I wanted to finish college in a few monthes and get somewhere in my job before then. But I do plan to have more little us running around. But I want to flant my new small figure, I worked so hard to get back after Kevin. 

"Mommy, mommy." Kevin said running up to me, Talia following close behind. I squatted the best I could in this dress as he leaped into my arms. I got off of the ground and looked up at Martini, as she made her way over here. 

"So are you going to see that new house with Colin." I asked. And she nodded her head in his direction

"After the reception." She said looking over at Colin as he talked with Ryan. Colin had to take on the part of Trey, since he couldn't leave the battle he was in to come to our wedding. It made Ryan sad when he first found out, but he soon got over it. What did you expect from a guy, who didn't even except his own daughter the way he is suppose to. 

"I'm happy for you." Martini said looking at me now. I knew she was, but I also know she wanted to go ahead and get married. But she was brave enough to get pregnant again. Her mom wasn't to excited, considering she isn't married and is on baby 2. 

"Thanks, Hi Talia." I said bending down to her height. She giggled before pulling me into a hug. She was the most adorablist(not even a word) kids ever. 

"Hi auntie Lice." She said a smile on her face as she stood in her little dress. 

"I'm going to take them out back for the reception" Martini said grabbing Kevin and Talia's hands. 

Ryan made his way over to me and grabbed my hands, "I love you, Felice Sanchez." He said placing a kiss on my hands, "And I always will." 

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"Martini," Colin said wrapping his hands around me as he spoke my name, "When are you going to let me marry you." 

I turned to face him and smiled, "Can we get through my best friends wedding first." I asked. He gave me a sweet kiss and nodded

"I guess." He said playfully. Colin was the best thing to happen to me, besides Talia, and I don't think I could have possibly made it without those two. I probably would have lost my mind, "So can we go to see the new house now, then."

I loved that he was so good to me. That he treated me right, that he was a better father to Talia then her own father. It would be hard to explain to her when she's older that Uncle Trey is actually her father; however, when the time is right I will have a lot of people to support me and her. 

We pulled into a drive way to a house with a For Sale sign in the lawn. To say I was ready to leave my old apartment was an understatement. I was really sick of the neighbors and there wasn't much room for Talia to play. 

Colin stopped the car and looked over to me. We had decided to leave Talia with Felice, because she was about to have a tantrum if she left Kevin. Colin got out of the car and quickly ran to open my door, which I had already opened. He grabbed my hand, excitedly pulling me out the car and into the house. My jaws dropped as we entered the house, it was beautiful and prefect. It was so unimaginably perfect. 

"What do you think." He asked looking at me with a tooth smile, "I really like this one."

He wiped his hand on his pants looking at me nervously. I grew week at the sight of it, "Can we afford this," I asked and he gave me a nod, "Well, I love it. And I love you." I said placing a kiss on his lips. 

"Let's enjoy the rest of our life future wife." He said and I gave him a smile. And it was well deserved for me to enjoy the rest of my life, with those who care

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This is the end guys and I’m so happy and relieved all at the same time this story gave me hell and was a whole year to write. But I loveed it  just because it was a challenge and it’s my first story. 

I starting righting this story May 10, 2013. And has been a big part of my life. I was really depressed when I started writing this, and now I’m like a whole new person. I’m still depressed but not as bad, becasue I got to write how I felt and it changed everything, and well music. The support from all you wonderful people have helped me as well, wether comment or voted or even just read. I want to thank you all, your amazing and this isn’t the end of me. So check out my other stories. And even follow my social networks in the bio, which I'm changing today as well

Kisses Love

~Kala (Signing out) ;)