Difficult Decisions

Complicated

Alex POV:

Oh, great. Ryan's looking too. I text him the same thing I texted Sean. My heart beats faster as I realize where I am. In between my two crushes. I wonder if Georgia thinks about our situation. Our crushes battle over us. I lean my head on Cry's shoulder as Lucifer jumps up, putting more space between Sean and I. I happily pet Lucifer, eating another slice of pizza. I bought sixty-nine boxes. For laughs. But now that the guys are here it would be very sexually tense if I told her. "Hey, Alex. How many pizza boxes did you get?" Georgia asks. "U-uh, I'll tell you later. It was supposed to be girls night and we would've laughed it off." I mumble, hoping no one gets curious. I'm just out of luck. "How many?" Almost everyone asks. "Uh, Iboughtsixtynineboxesdon'tjudgeme." I say quickly, hoping no one understood me. Of course, the two people who talk fast on a regular basis understood. Sean looks at me, as does Georgia. "Really? How would you and Georgia get laughs out of that?" Sean asks. I blush harder than I already was. "Mm, we're messed up." Georgia runs out of the room, laughing. "See?" I get up and walk out. I walk to where Georgia ran into her room. She wasn't there. "Did she not come in here?" I'm about to walk out when Sean bursts in and pins me to the bed. I blush at a maximum red when his thing rubs against me. "Uh, yeah?" I ask, trying not to show that I was a bit uncomfortable with the position we were in. "Explain." I sigh. "Virus- came out. We made a deal so that Cry couldn't run away." Sean nods. Lucifer jumps on Sean, pushing him into me. It turns into a kiss. I try to push him off but Lucifer bites me so I can't. When the kiss breaks Lucifer looks at me smugly. "Oh, you fucking planned that. I will pay you back for that." Lucifer acts as if he didn't hear me and jumps off of Sean. Sean blushes. "Awe, is Jackiboy blushing?" I tease, getting up and brushing my clothes off. "Well, Lucifer did nothing wrong." I hear a voice come from the bathroom. "Oh Georgia you mother-" I sigh. "Whatever, lets go watch a movie." I stay behind a bit after they leave. Get your shit together, Alex. Ryan walks in. "Explain what?" He says. "Uh, Virus got out and I made a deal to mess with Cry and so he can't run away don't judge me." I say hurriedly. He nods in understanding and smashes his lips against mine. When we break apart, he looks me in the eye and walks out. I sit down, thinking. Does that mean that technically Ryan kissed Sean too? Ryansepticeye. I ship it. "Um, hey." Cry says, walking in. Wow. Okay then. "Hey Cry." I say, forcing myself to smile at him. You don't have to force it. Smile naturally. I think to myself. I take my advice. "Sup? You kinda left the movie." He sits next to me on the bed. "Uh, nothing really. Just got tired of it. It was supposed to be girls night but then you guys came and I got bored." He looks at me, his eyes peering through the mask at me. I hug him. I really love you. I do. The situation Georgia and I are in is literally torture. So sorry you have to wait. I'm not sure if we can keep this up much longer. Next our favourite anime characters will appear. I'm surprised when he hugs me back. "I thought you didn't like me?" I ask, even though Virus told me otherwise. "Rivals are friends. Can rivals be more than that?" I pause. "I, I don't know yet. I'm sorry." I see blue light. The hug tightens until I couldn't move my arms that much. "Hello Virus. Can you please let go? It's kinda hard to breath here."

"No thanks. I'll enjoy this hug."

"I'll still hug you if you loosen your grip."

"No you won't. You'll pull away."

"Hmm, true true." Sighing, I relax into his grip, trying my best to breathe normally. He pushes me to the bed, kissing me passionately. I find strength in my arms and try my best to shove him off. "No." I mumble. He seems slightly disappointed. He walks out. Author Jack walks in. Hugging me and kissing me quickly and running out. I get up and walk into the living room to see everyone touching their lips besides Matthias and Lucifer. Georgia and Mark aren't in the room. "Uh, where's Georgia?" Matt points to my room. I walk in to see Mark snogging Georgia. "Eh-hem." I clear my throat. "Georgia. Can we speak alone?" Mark breaks away from the kiss and walks out, looking disappointed. "Did they all kiss you too? The one's that had a crush on you?" I ask, falling face first onto my bed. "Yeah. It was as if it were planned." I look up to see Georgia deep in thought. "Yup. I hope it wasn't. That would mean that they all are getting tired of us stalling." Lucifer runs in with a slip of paper. 'They are ~Matthias' I sigh. "How many people are eavesdropping?" Everyone walks in. Shit shit shit shit. Georgia! What the hell are we going to do? I'm not ready to choose! Is Georgia? Fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck. "Uh, five minutes to discuss with each other? Alex and I? Alone? Without eavesdropping?" Georgia asks. They nod, walking out. "Well fuck." We both say at the same time.