Smoke [Sequel to Me, You, & Henny]

Smøke-Fourteen

Smøke | Fourteen

Christopher Brown.

"How often do you think about her?" This question had me twisted. All the damn time.

Running over my lips with my tongue I then reply, "Alot."

"What do you think about doing with her when you do think about her?"

"I-I don't know. A few weeks ago, it was f-feeling her. But not anymore..." I trail off.

"So what we can do today is try to change our thought process. What are your priorities?" She says next. Levi's Pussy honestly.

"My kids, my job, and probably sleeping."

"You're missing the big one."

"Excuse me if those are my priorities, how you gone tell me I'm missing the big one?" I squint as she shakes her head.

"Do you go to church?"

"Haven't been to church since I took this girls virginity in it. Thought it was too bad of a sin, so I never went back." I say truthfully.

"Well, God does forgive, and I think you should manage atleast a one hour service of church into your schedule, or even just pray. The little things count and can make a difference, Christopher."

"Thanks. But, I'm really busy all the time, can we get back on track?" I say watching the time. I had to pick the kids up from Melonie. Christmas was next weekend and I still had to do some Christmas shopping.

"Sure. Now if your kids are your first priorities. Then you need to be responsible and care for them how you normally do. But there is a fine line between that. You can never get too comfortable. It doesn't matter if they remind you of someone, you cannot have thoughts of doing that to your own child. Have you thought about what she may feel like? It's not a good feeling because she's confused and young, she doesn't know wrong from right yet. Be the man to teach her, not mislead her."

Levianna Stevenson.

"Baby it is the holidays, where you going?" My Dad asks as I sit to the table with my brothers, mom and Nomi.

"I-I don't want to go anywhere but here. I'm just really stressed right now."

"Your hair is growing, three babies is doing alot to ya." Leon says fiddling with his pasta.

"Mommy. I want to see Ryah and Brayden and Carter. Is daddy home?" Noemi suddenly speaks.

"Um, I don't know baby. I haven't talked to daddy since last week. But we have presents under the tree here-"

"I bet Santa has all my presents at daddy's house. And I wanna be there too." She wines. It had been so long since I've let Chris see Noemi, vice-versa. This was a big decision and it was Christmas Eve.

"I think it would be great as a family effort Levi. But keep her in your sight at all times." My mom reminds me.

I didn't know if Melonie was there or not, I didn't know anything. I didn't want awkward run ins with his parents, nothing absurd. I was just hoping this could run smoothly. "If it doesn't work out, I'm just gonna come back here alright?" I say standing up from the dinner table, Michael shakes his head and follows me into my bedroom where I pack some clothes for Noemi and I.