Smoke [Sequel to Me, You, & Henny]

Smoke- Nineteen

Smoke | Nineteen

Levianna Stevenson.

Who am I living for? Him, myself, or the kids?

"I don't know anymore Michael..."

"You can come stay with me and my mans Dreux. He has a little girl of his own and is dealing with some drama. We got two bedrooms but I'd let you have mine, I can just sleep on the couch. Look sis, just trying to help." He shrugs, but I sigh. Moving in with two other guys? Maybe it was just the best for me. But what about Chris' kids. He barely knows how to parent if you ask me.

"Okay, fine." I mutter as we get out of his Bmw and head towards the entrance of the Church. I just don't know who to turn to anymore, but I remember Wesley telling me to turn towards God. Might just do the trick too.

Departing church and heading to breakfast that I picked over the whole time. I couldn't keep my mind off of him, it's like I'm fucking addicted to him! The smile, the laughs, his eyes, freckles. He could be so perfect on the outside, but a true monster on the inside.

"Barely touched your pancakes." Michael says taking it up by the fork and dripping it in syrup then cutting it. The soft jazz music some how soothes my eardrums. Looking around the packed restaurant, it seemed like every family sitting together looked happy. Wishing I could just have a sense of happiness. When will I ever be happy again?

"Sure you can have it." I say with sarcasm. His smile gleams as he wanders his eyes around the restaurant and then stands up.

"My mans." He daps up some curly head and a little boy with the same hairstyle then they turn to me.

"You must be Levi?" His words allure me with his creamy hazel eyes. I bite back a grin and speak finally.

"Uh, yeah." I say going to stand and greet him but he urges me to stay seated and just shakes my hand instead.

"Levi, Dreux and his son Tory. Dreux and Tory this is my little sister Levi." Michael introduces. I politely wave at Tory and his smile appears.

"Michael I would've done my face a little if I knew I'd be meeting people." I chuckle.

"You look fine sis, besides we just coming from church, no biggie." He says as Dreux nods.

"Yeah you look fine." Dreux adds winking at me, my cheeks rose up and I'm not sure why."So, what do you-"

My phone interrupts his speech and I quickly apologize. "Hello?" I say with the phone plastered to my ear.

"Who is that nigga you with? I will walk in this goddamn restaurant and shoot him in his fucking brains tell me!" My heart chills at his words and I am speechless.

"Chris don't you come in here." Is all I can say. Why is he always watching me!

"I'm coming in." He spats wildly and the phone call is over with the three beeps. I set my phone down and hold my head.

"Everything okay sis?" Michael asks.

No, nothing is okay. I get sexually abused and threatened so fucking much! Maybe I should go kill myself!

Anyways, three, two, one...

"Ayo, what you doing looking at her like that. I should bust yo' mothafuckin skull in." His hoarse voice booms.

"Not here, nah man leave with that bullshit." Michael says and I peep to Dreux who holds a mean mug at the moment.

"We just met my g." Dreux pleads out but Chris isn't buying it.

"Nigga I don't give a fuck, this is my future wife you talking to!" He turns to me and frowns. "Levi, ain't we engaged!?" He says.

"Y-yeah." I reply dryly.

"What? You marrying him! What the fuck Levi!" Michael says clanking down his silverware upset.

"Look, man I ain't trying to start nothing. We literally just met." Dreux says shamelessly as I hold my head, it was aching already.

"Let's go." He orders at me. He has a gun on him Levi, do what the fuck he says!

"I'll see you later guys..." I say before Chris yanks me up and tugs me out the restaurant like a bad ass kid.

Getting into the car had to be even worse when he removes the gun from his back pocket and aims it at me. "Think, about what you're doing, please." I croak and he clenches his jaw.

"I'm thinking. And I'm thinking that you trying to cheat, why you sitting there eating with another nigga? I eat you and you eat me. There ain't none of that food shit. It's my pussy and your dick." He says with a ruthless tone. My eyes shut from the nervousness and my adrenaline is pumping when he moves the gun closer to my temple.

"Look. I don't know the dude. I was meeting with Michael and he was trying to introduce me to a friend-" My face is pounced across with the gun and I feel a slight trickle of blood flowing from my nose. Holding it tightly, I let myself cry.

"You don't know him huh? We sitting here six months engaged and you fucking eating breakfast with another man!"

Something is wrong. Really wrong, and I'm not stopping till I get to the bottom of all of this.

Christopher Brown.

My eyes dried from the tears I caused for myself. I wasn't sure why I was acting this way, but something tells me it's not over just yet. Levi walks out the room with her last box and I'm trying to figure out what I did wrong. All I do is give Levi unconditional love, why is she leaving me?

"Why are you leaving me Levi, please just talk to me-"

"No, stay the hell away from my daughter and me!" She shouts, snatching Nomi from her arm she wails seeing my facial expression. It was bad enough I was losing Levi. But Nomi? I wasn't having this at all.

The door slams shut and all is quiet. You could hear a pin drop, that's how quiet it was. Complete silence drives me over insanity.

I was all alone, and it wasn't okay. Being alone meant I was bound to act out. I was so tired of putting in love that Levi couldn't accept. What's so wrong with me? I'm trying my best, why couldn't she see that?

I could blame myself. Or I could blame my addictions. She'll just never know me truly. I only open up to her, because I trust her, once she knows what's exactly wrong with me. I know for a fact she'll do everything to get away from me.

But I'm talking about Levi here, she's manipulative and naive. She won't know any better but to stay with me.

And she has another thing coming for taking my favorite away from me. If I have to personally take Nomi from her, then so be it.

Pretty sure I love Noemi more than Levi. Not even on a father daughter relationship level. Call me crazy, but I can't help it. It's just who I am.

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I wanted to post a filler. Idk why, lol.
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